Kenz~Time past very fast....

Today leh is the first day of school open after 2 weeks holidays since 1st of June until yesterday
14th of June,wah...this morning damn "traffic jam"....really crazy lah the jam happen because of
the of those stupid "bapak"(police Malaysia) make the jam along the Taman Midah,OMG!!!!....
how stupid is the police lah,early morning have road block already.....want money until like that meh.....really no brain de lah day all,why they all so smart de leh???Can someone teel me why they so smart de leh.....haiz....=.=,don't know what to say already lah about our Malaysia's police
so damn smart want the lah.....Nevermine lah,none of my business also lah now....don't make me
late to school that's enough already lah.....But yesterday me and my aunty have made pasta at home for dinner,sure me...the ex-chef in future had made some cuts with all the ingerdients that
we need loh,hehehe.....we used alot's of stuff for the pasta yesterday,then the pasta really delicious lah.....yum yum...(^_^),fell like want to eat again lah today but no time to make lah.....
because all not free also today so din't make lor....then leh this thurday Larder Class leh also make pasta lah,zzz.....zha dou.....but nevermine lah,just for my future good only lah.....then leh
my pretty sister,Miki she asked me to have a drink with her yesterday so I went out with her
to have a drink loh....then she wore my chef uniform,the white colour want....raelly looked like a
chef lah.....cheh.....but they real chef sure still is me lah...hahahahah...tooo bad....now think back,
time reallt past very fast already lah now....is already 2 months++ already without my own
realise me and her already broke up that long already.....maybe I can let go already alot's of things that really sad,unhappy de I hope really let go already lah by now......I don't want this kind of things happen to me already lah....even I really take it serious about love also don't have
any good ending....I also don't know why lah.....everytime also they leave me....I tread them how
good also they don't know appreciate accept she only the one who really appreciate me only.....
but just because a stupid mistake that I've made so cannot go back already on that situation
already.....I really regret what I've done to her that time....I'm really felt sorry to her.....I hope
this won't happen again in another of my lover that really appreciate me and her relationship de....I know one day sure can find my true love again de.......So,now even got one girl tread me
very good but she already got bf,so I really don't want to think about it de lah now.....but when I
say don't think but sometimes will appear in my mind de....don't know why lah.....but then she still tread me very good lah,I also don't know what she want.....don't know wheather she got tell
my the answer or not also don't know lah.....Anyway,just like I said before,believe in fate......



the pasta really nice leh....yum yum...

the pasta......nice leh??kekeke....

my pretty sis......Miki....

Kean~Quite boring and tired day.....

Today wake up at around 7.20 a.m in the morning because I go to play my bb in the morning.....
so I have to wake up very early,but when I reach there this morning there is no people there
playing bb at all....I feel really boring and no mood to play allready this morning but I still play
in the morning alone...just only for my personal training lor,what to do leh because no people play with me also in the morning....haiz....(=.=)then I go back home around 10.30a.m++ this
morning....then of course have my breakfirst with my aunty at home,just cook some food to eat
only...din't pack food from outside stalls lah because very lazy mah all of us...hahaha......then leh
I'm very sure that I will go to rest after that because is very tired allready this morning.....just
watch anime only lah,Naruto Shippuden alone in the house and din't go anywhere lah today
because always go out also no time for rest allready lah,everyday got school and travel from here
to Petaling Jaya,SS2 really very tired allready de lah so din't play to go out anyway.......just have
some rest at home only....but in the evening I thought will rain heavilly but never rain also leh....
then for sure allready go play bb again de lah....in weekend sure go play bb de in the morning and in the evening because every weekdays no time to play also geh....just study,study,study and study.....HAIZ....SIEN A....me also feel boring leh because in college always have to be very
serious mah and no time to relax and to release stress in the kitchen so have to go play bb in the
weekend lor....if got something that really makes me feel sad or make me feel unhappy also I will
go play bb with friends for sure,if not go ciber cafe de so that can release at there lor.....can scold
people and beat or defeat people in those games.....but I really can't lose to them in every single
of the game.....I must win de especially in playing bb with my friends de...just like today,in one
of the last game this evening we won 17-3 agains the other team...I had score 9 points out of 17
points....is a very good allready for me that no time for all this allready since started my study in
KDU college last 2 months....still can maintain the stamina and the bb skills that I had play for
many years allready.....so today even is very tired but is quite happy for me de lah....(^_^)

Kean~this 2 days blog..(yesterday and today)

Yesterday nothing special lah in KDU just class like normal loh......the class finished very early is
just around 12.30pm for the Butchery Class yesterday because we were just cut the seafood only
such as crab,prawn,squid,oyster, and more.....just only need 1 and the half hour to done the cutting yesterday....but in Larder Class we were with the lecturer,Mr Paul...is was damn boring
during the lesson but nevermine lah just in this 2 years have to face him....after graduate allready sure happy without him in my whole life.....the eggs dishes that we had made yesterday
is scramble egg,omelets,hard boil egg,soft boil egg,sunny, and easy fried eggs that we had made...
The most that I felt satisfied myself is the omelet because I had wraped the omelet in 3 wrap when it finished fried.....I was so happy with it...(^_^),hehehe....Then today in KDU leh is very
different de me because I got my uniform allready after the Larder Class yesterday.....today I
wear the with uniform de to the kitchen....in the Butchery Class is we have to cut the beef meat
after we have finish the cut leh then we can grill a slice of the beef each of us....the sauces is made
from our lecturer before our class start in this afternoon,its really make the beef and the sauce
so tasty lah.....yum yum,fee like want to grill again lah now because is really good and nice of the
beef in the afternoon just now....When in the Larder Class leh,we also still have to make the eggs
dishes but is just only 4 dishes lah,not even many and the steps is quite easy loh..but the class also finish very early lah,just only need 1 hour and half hour to finish our Larder Class just now..
The most earlierst in our class is today....then leh I straight away go back home lor....because is
very tired leh this few days also de same de lah.....also don't know why lah....need to rest more then tomorrow have to find information about all of the assignments de....start busy allready lor
now....SIEN A!!!!!!haiz.....what to do,justonly have to do it alone lor and no groups allready now....
but is good also de because individual marks is better geh....just bisy and tired only lor.....study
is like this de lah,no time to play and this and that lor....get it serious allready now....in college
and not in seconday school.....work hard,study hard......


This is the picture that I've take today and yesterday de:

I made de scramble egg....delicious.....

the squid that the lecturer made it yesterday

the crab...female lai de....

the oyster...eat it raw,put tobasco and lemon

the butterfly cuts using prawn,porpular cuts

Kean~nothing special...

In the morning reach KDU around 7.30a.m++...quite late lor because normally reach there
around 7.00a.m++ de but today is abit late already because help my father buy something this
morning in Petaling Street....then I oni go to the station to take Putra to the other station lor....
But in the morning I suddenly feel that want to go play Left 4 Dead so I go to the ciber cafe with
my friends this morning and also because the class starts at 8.30a.am mah so still got time lor....
however,we still late to the class then our reason is trafic jam....ZZZ...LOLX....stupid reason but
the lecturer is very good de....don't even scold or say something to us even we late....hahahaha
but he teach us also quite good lah in the class and we also can understand what is he trying to
teach lah....But in the class try to focus de in every subject exspecially in the practical classes in
the kitchen....everything also have to becarefull de if not accident can happen anytime de no matter what....so have to make sure don't play in the kitchen with knifes and the other equidments.....today just like normally day lah,nothing to do in the class just litsen to the lecturer
only lah...then take some notes lor in the class...then chit chat in the class with the lecturer and
my friends lor...then about the exam of the end of the semester in this July...practical and the
teori exam,hope can do it well in the exam so that can go to the 2nd semester to archieve good
result until the end of the course....then can coutinue my degree in this course....so can also go to
switzlend to have my experience there and hope can work at there also leh....that country near
with other european country so can travel easily to the other country.....hope my 1 of the dream can come true in my future life and can share with my loves one about it.....So now have to study
hard already,play also have time to play only play to release stress in the class or in the kitchen
Don't give up,I can do it de.....

Kean~10.28p.m

Kean~Tired day......haiz (=.=)

Today really very tired lah...I also don't know why no matter what time I sleep also always very
tired de....don't know why lah but what to do,I have to go college to study de leh....no choice lah...
cannot do anything to it except if I sleep early everyday maybe can avoid the tiredness de.....I hope can lah if I'll do it everyday so that always fresh and go energy to study leh....but today's
class leh finish very early,is around 2.00p.m because today Mr.Paul din't teach or explain more
in the teori class today,just explain some then let us go back home alr lor....very early sure go ciber cafe de lor...for Dota and Left 4 Dead..attention PLEASE....Left 4 Dead 2 will release at November 8th,if want to see the trailer,just log in www.youtube.com just for trailer only....got alot's of different for the first version de....seems very fun to play but have to wait for it lah....hope can play on that day this game,must be very fun and more challenging compare to the first want.....Today also just like a normal college day lah in KDU....meet the same lecturer in
college,the same girls and friend loh....nothing special lah today,just only finish my class early only lah.....even that I suppose got time to chat and company a special person in college but I just
go ciber cafe without telling her or say goodbye to her....haiz...=.=,I also don't know why lah today I'll be like this de leh....I hope tomorrow leh can company her back loh....because today
din't bother her mah....sorry a Kathryna,hope she don't really angry me loh.....(=.=)....haiz.....
If I too close to her leh people will say that we are couple....for her,I hope that other people know
we are just only a very close friend only....so don't think something she and me...don't misunderstanding for now....we still friend lah.....but future we don't know can be another stage
between me and her relationship from now......don't know....Just believe in fate....

Kean~9.01p.m

Kean~Miss the party so much.....

Yestersday I was at my friend's house because his brother's brithday yesterday...there was a very big party at his house...me and my friend weng hoong reach there around 7.00p.m++
like that lah.....while wait him,then we went to the mamak stole to 'yam cha' then went to a
ciber cafe named friend's net....then he reached there also around 8.00p.m++ to fetched us at
the ciber cafe there.....then he also went to fetched his friend to the party also.....when we reached there,the first thing that we do is looked for the 'chu kok' og the day.....the birthday guy
of the party because it was his big day mah sure had to greeted him happy birthday because his
elder brother also I known him since I'm in form 1 because of my friend mah so I known his brother too lor in school......then we aet and drank alot's of beer with my friends there,yesterday
not just celebrate his birthday and also like gathering party only lah....all ex.yaacob latif friend was there also......then I really feel happy to meet them back yesterday...If my birthday party
also can be this crowded and so excited to meet all those old friend then is really good for me
already.....is really enough for me,and is my gf is with me that's really a perfect birthday party
to me already,but I don't think so I will have this chance on my live.......I really wish this dream can come true to me....because I've make her wish come true in this year birthday party.....
she seems very happy that day,I also feel very happy to her.....the happinese I've would never
forget de,really never forget de.....then I overnight at his house then this morning he send me to
the bus station so that I can go back home by bus because that guy also got work today.....
This morning I reach home around 10.30a.m till 11.ooa.m,between that time lah I reach home
this morning....when reach gome only I straight away I make my breakfirst for myself only
because my house no people today.....only me at the house and no other people already today....
I also don't know why I make my own breackfrist this morning maybe is because study this course already so that feel want to cook already.....then after my breakfirst already then rest
for a while then go ciber cafe again just now in the afternoon,go alone only because my friend not
free today so no people company me go ciber cafe lor today....sien a...after that go play bb with my friend in the evening just now.....until around 8.00pm only go back home.....today really tired
because yesterday not really slept well because chit chat until very late only slept......but is really
good birthday party so that can meet my old friends....really happy...haiz,don't know when only
my wish will come true leh....always alone on my birthday,don't know why lah....last year my
birthday is on the first day of the SPM exam day....SIENZ A!!!!!!!!!!so just celebrate alone only
lah at home with BM subject book.....haiz......

This is the picture of my breakfirst this morning:


tempura fish,sausage with cheese,and eggs....yum yum

Kean~tired but happy day...(^_^)

This morning I reach KDU around 7.30a.m...but my class start at 11.00a.m de just because I
have to do my eforum in KDU's webside about the Malaysians Study de....the dead line was at
last saturday de but I also don't even know about it so I din't do yet the eforum to the lecturer,
Mr Oo....what a funny name the lecturer have,zha dou....the seniors call him Mr.Oi de...but he is
a very friendly and funny guy,always make jokes with us de......but his face looks like very stupid
only....hahahha,so bad lah me say people looks stupid......today my Butchery Class is quite fun lah
even today also is about lamb but not lamb leg,is lamb rips......one of the exspensive parts of the
lamb.....but today we have some of the new student that's mean is our senior that's in July Intake de.....the lecturer tell them about culinary and something about how to be a chef.....now as
we know just only have 2 guys in the course in this July Intake....but got three girls also de,then
the lecturer ask them what is their hobby,then they their hobby is go shopping....then the lecture know that they have no interest in cooking or be a chef....but when the girls starts walk
around the kitchen,then one of my classmate,Badran......he want their phone number but he din't
ask for it lah then I said I also want the phone number....suddenly he said must go and ask Kathryna first so that can really take their number or not....SWTZ......f**k u Badran......why suddenly talk about her leh.....haiz....nevermine lah,nothing I can say also lah.....but the true is
I really got the feeling on her now.....I also don't even know what to do......then in Larder Class
today we have made 6 dishes with only vegetable only.....without any meat in the dishes today
just like a vegeterian only today in the kitchen......then me and Kathryna got to the other kitchen
to make de grill tomato with her because of my classmate also I have to go in that kitchen to help
her.......but another reason is I want to see her also without other people disturb us during the class......in teori class I will site with her for sure de.....then suddenly she said that I call her to help me is just because want to see her.....LOLX.....but that's true and I just act don't know only
in front of her during the class just know.....in this few days I can't see her but I don't know I will
miss her or not.....don't know how leh without her in this few days???Don't even know about it
lah now.......now I'm reall taking care of her in the practical classes because she got cut herself
before in the Larder Class......so I'm started to worry about it now.....I hope she can do it well in
the practical classes everytime.......

This is the picture of today's dishes and yesterday's sauces:


this is the cabbage with chicken stock......

onion and the french beans......

this is coleslaw.....carrot also...
brinjal with tempura style........

this is the carrot....one of the dishe the grill tomato today.....looks nice

this is the tartha sauce.....no taste at all.....

the thousand island.....yum yum....

this is cocktail sauce....very nice to taste it

hand made mayoniesse sauce.......


Kean~10.25p.m