Today leh just like nothing to do only at home because almost all the assignment finish and the
due date is almost 1 week start from now....still got some time for the final check on my all
assignments that have to hand out next week,but got some assignment hang out in next 2 weeks
time from now on....so still can make it de and no need to rush for it already for the assignments
Then leh today just like nothing to do loh,is just only like have some times for relax awhile before
the having our exam soon in the following week is on the 6th till 8th of July in practical and theory exam in Larder and Butchery,and also have English test as well before I forgot.....need to
start my study again loh from now on,haiz.....SIEN AH....but after my exam leh will start our first semester break already loh.....hehehe....happy day coming soon,so can hang out with friends
and can go back to my high school to visit them because my friend call me to find them but I've no time to find them,feel sorry to them so I have to go back to find them loh.....what to do leh.....
So leh.I hope can meet them soon loh....And tomorrow start already my bakery module loh in KDU....almost exam only have this kind of class lah,evry sien the leh because we need time to
prepare for the exam already soon....but suddenly got this kind of classes that we have to attend
lah....damn sien loh,then got english class also have to attend lah....DAMN 7 SIEN ah!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't really know how KDU arrange the timetable the lah for us,haiz....don't know what to say
about this college already lah now.....but nevermine lah,just go only lah and just because for my
future career only I will attend for the class...If not,I really won't appear in KDU tomorrow....
HAIZ......
25.6.09
Kenz~Still remember somethings.....
Today leh I just go college and only got 1 class for today and that is Butchery Class and is just like a revision day for some of the topic that we feel no so confident in exam so the lecturer leh make it like a special revision class for us today....the time same like the normal day the class lah...the topic for today's class is chicken again because chicken got alot's of cuts that we have to
remember so leh chicken is the topic for today and just do it for the beginning loh....there is alot's
of method and name loh such as ballentin,gellentin,boneless brest, and also some different of trassing when have to roast the chicken.....but leh I just do the ballentin and gellantin because he
want to see how is our skill that have been few week that we had study the cuts of chicken.....so
we also have to show him the trassing on the chicken today.....the still can do it well also lah,still
can do better geh I hope....but yesterday I went to my friend's house because he just came back from Manila after his pilot course and came back from there for vacation and get his driving licence and he will go back to Manila next year and now don't really know what he will do in this
few months.....When I reach his house leh,I saw that he is with my ex-gf togather and my feeling
was....just like don't really now what I can do leh now,she is people's gf already I also cannot do
anything already lah now so just act don't know only loh.....then leh had dinner at his house loh
yesterday and talk about my cooking and my learning in college in this few months.....then also
asked him about his study place also loh,then just like nothing to do then me and one of my friend when out to but 'oxygen' then came back to his house loh.....Alot's of me and her memory
had appeared in my brain when I saw they were togather already but then just only I can do is
just can take care of her as my close friend also geh.....just look foward only,if I don't face it also
no use already and there is alot's of different between all of us....he has been more mature than
before when I talk to him also have to use the more mature talking style to talk to him already
and also all start to grow up already now even is just 18 years old but is time to change all of us
rigth now.....I tell this about one of my friend also and she advise me to look foward only and just
only can take care her also enough doesn't mean have to be togather if I still love her till now since few month ago but that's the way only I can do.....I still remember how to make her dream
come true when that month was her birthday month.....so leh at least she got sweet memory
and not just have bad memory when we was still couple that time.....Now just can start focus in
my study only and find my new true lover that really loves me de.....Hope can find one lah now
or in future.....Hope one of my dream can come true lah......
remember so leh chicken is the topic for today and just do it for the beginning loh....there is alot's
of method and name loh such as ballentin,gellentin,boneless brest, and also some different of trassing when have to roast the chicken.....but leh I just do the ballentin and gellantin because he
want to see how is our skill that have been few week that we had study the cuts of chicken.....so
we also have to show him the trassing on the chicken today.....the still can do it well also lah,still
can do better geh I hope....but yesterday I went to my friend's house because he just came back from Manila after his pilot course and came back from there for vacation and get his driving licence and he will go back to Manila next year and now don't really know what he will do in this
few months.....When I reach his house leh,I saw that he is with my ex-gf togather and my feeling
was....just like don't really now what I can do leh now,she is people's gf already I also cannot do
anything already lah now so just act don't know only loh.....then leh had dinner at his house loh
yesterday and talk about my cooking and my learning in college in this few months.....then also
asked him about his study place also loh,then just like nothing to do then me and one of my friend when out to but 'oxygen' then came back to his house loh.....Alot's of me and her memory
had appeared in my brain when I saw they were togather already but then just only I can do is
just can take care of her as my close friend also geh.....just look foward only,if I don't face it also
no use already and there is alot's of different between all of us....he has been more mature than
before when I talk to him also have to use the more mature talking style to talk to him already
and also all start to grow up already now even is just 18 years old but is time to change all of us
rigth now.....I tell this about one of my friend also and she advise me to look foward only and just
only can take care her also enough doesn't mean have to be togather if I still love her till now since few month ago but that's the way only I can do.....I still remember how to make her dream
come true when that month was her birthday month.....so leh at least she got sweet memory
and not just have bad memory when we was still couple that time.....Now just can start focus in
my study only and find my new true lover that really loves me de.....Hope can find one lah now
or in future.....Hope one of my dream can come true lah......
19.6.09
Ken~Cut my hand 1 & 2.....haiz...(today & yesterday)
This is me and my friend.Sharon...and the squirrel
this is the potatoe soup.....quite ok de....
the mushroom soup.....yum yum for them
soup with chicken stock and meat......
this is comsemere......one of the soup also....
the soup with onion inside....damn salty.....
the cockcles.....I din't even eat one also....don't like
Lala....taste good but salty also the sauce.....
the muscle....quite ok de......with cheese
the grill salmon.....yum yum......
deep-fried the salmon.....taste good also
don't really know what style they cook this salmon
fish & chips de dori fish.......nice also.....
Oman's styles of the dori fish.....
hand-made de pasta....with carbonara sauce....
this is owie olie pasta....very plain only.....
kenneth's 1st time made de lagsana.....
they said this is kenneth.....zzz.....SWTZ.....
Yesterday leh when I was in KDU around 1030 a.m++ and almost late to my Butchery Class in
the afternoon but still can reached there right in time lah,still didn't late yet for the class lah because I when there by my own yesterday and no people send me to college so have to go alone
the afternoon but still can reached there right in time lah,still didn't late yet for the class lah because I when there by my own yesterday and no people send me to college so have to go alone
loh....haiz....but the yesterday's class leh was fun and very relax because leh our job is just eat in
the kitchen,we no need to cut all those meat and the others things that usually we cut in class.....
we just only have to tasted somethings that people felt weird for them....the food that we were test yesterday it was the tongue,liver,lungs and more parts of the cow.....OMG!!!! but leh I also
didn't felt weird on those things that we have to tested on that day.....the chef nook those things
for us to tasted and we felt is very good and nice to eat all those parts of the cow...really tasted very nice and felt like wanted to aet it againt lah,felt that very delicious for all of us to eat it and
also just because the chef cooked ti very well and totally had covered most of those smells of the
parts of the cow yesterday,with his recipes,herbs,red wine and more to cooked those parts....I hope can aet it againt lah......We really had a very good breakfirst and lunch in the kitchen with
our chef......then leh when for our Larder Class around 3.00 p.m and the food that we made on
that day was pasta,we had to cooked the packing pasta and hand-made of pasta in the kitchen...
But leh,haiz.....the incident happen to me lah yesterday in the middle of the class,when I wash
my knife with my friend and suddenly I cut myself without realized that I had cut myself......
then leh I called one of my friend to called Kathryna to gave me a plaster for my finger got cuts
yesterday....then leh the lecturer called me to had a to sat on the chair....while I'm waiting for
the blood to stoped bleeding,almost whole people of the class standed surrounding me and asked
me is I'm alright....I really can felt they really toke care of me especially Kathryna lah....even she
just gave me plaster but she also feed me aet those marcoroni.....then leh called me don't move
too much lah,and this and that lah.....In that time,I really felt that she really treaded me very good in college when we were in class or in kitchen lah.....I really hope she can tread me liked that everyday but not in friend's profile but also is in gf profile's....I also hope that one day she
can totally accept me as her bf the....now I'm waitting with patiently...The patient condition de
Ken.....Then leh to day reach KDU damn early because I follow my aunty to train station mah so
reach there early loh,while waiting leh I go to ciber cafe to play for awhile for sure de loh....
then leh I go back to KDU around 10.00 a.m in the morning to have some food for mu breakfirst
before my Butchery Class starts at 11.00 a.m in kitchen.....after that when the time comes we go
to the ktichen for my class lor of course but today also same like yersterday,don't have any cuts
for us to do and what we do leh is just eat only.....today's meal for us is salmon and dori fish.....
YUM YUM.....really delicious and make all of us still not really satisfied because the portion of
the salmon is very small lah...haiz.....what to do,the chef say cannot sreve us so much lah of the
salmon fish even the dori fish also didn't really serve us much also lah I also don't knoe why lah
haiz.....at lease we got eat the fish also enough already de lah for us in KDU,consider not bad the
lah this college anyway but just no money only lah this college......hahahaha,so bad say KDU no
money de college......Then after finish class already,then we go to KDU SQ because want to send
the herbs back to the dry store at SQ suddenly we see the squirrel the SQ just now in the afternoon then leh me and Kathryna leh go and disturb the squirrel is trying to attract
the people for the new movie call 'Ice Age 3' in this month or next month lah I think because
I'm not really sure also lah....hahahaha....nevermine lah,can check it out in the newspaper or
in the internet and shoppoing mall about the movie......In around 2.oo p.m++ is the time that
our Larder Class to start today because the group A done it quite fast so when can start the class
early lor....If not a,just like last night finished our class around 8.00p.m at night and damn tired
already standing for the whole day in the kitchen just like today also very tired in the kitchen
after Butchery Class in the morning......then our things today's recipes is to make soups......is
alot's of different kind of soup that they have when u having steak in steakhouse nowdat so
we ahve to learn how to make the soups today.......Ya,my second incident happen when in the
Butchery Class because when I using the knife to cut the packing then suddenly cut my finger
again lah.....haiz.....BAD LUCK lah me today.....cham cham.....=.= but still ok lah my finger still
got reaction if not then serious lor if no reaction already then difficult to work lor in future......
When we cook the soup also have to make alot's of things and have to wait the soup totally cook
already in the pot so have to wait until crazy already but then the soup that we make today is
got around 6 kinds of soup lah later I'll put the name on th picture.....the picture is today's and
yesterday's picture also I've post.....can see the lah....:
this is the potatoe soup.....quite ok de....
the mushroom soup.....yum yum for them
soup with chicken stock and meat......
this is comsemere......one of the soup also....
the soup with onion inside....damn salty.....
the cockcles.....I din't even eat one also....don't like Lala....taste good but salty also the sauce.....
the muscle....quite ok de......with cheese deep-fried the salmon.....taste good also don't really know what style they cook this salmon fish & chips de dori fish.......nice also..... Oman's styles of the dori fish..... hand-made de pasta....with carbonara sauce....
this is owie olie pasta....very plain only.....
kenneth's 1st time made de lagsana.....
they said this is kenneth.....zzz.....SWTZ.....
spagetti bolognise...yum yum the sauce.....
this is the sauce.....very kau want.....
finally de marcaroni with cheese.....delicious...
this is the sauce.....very kau want.....
finally de marcaroni with cheese.....delicious...18.6.09
Ken~Sien a...Assignment again a.....
Very sien a now because gt alot's of assgnment already that have to do because my first semester have to end soon already so have to do it very good and take my best shot to score in my exam in this final exam part 2 of my first semester already.....then leh now don't really have
time to play already if got also just because of some day when no class then still got a bit of time
to go ciber cafe only if not a really no time for it already except on the weekend leh go play bb with my friends lah that really cannot skip de lah because that's dde only day that I can go do my exercise only.....if not a,I sure gain my weight kau kau want for sure already cant so I have to make sure that can have some time to go exercise so that I can keep my weight down
and make sure that don't gain much weight already now.....if not a,later want to maintain my weight also cannot then can die wan leh.....even now leh I starts busy already but leh I still can be very happy because leh I've already told her that I felt that I got feeling on her already yesterday at the midnight around 1.00a.m++ she called me then she said that she felt bored
so she called me yesterday but today don't have lah because in the evening just now she got her
dodgeball competition mah but unfortunetly,I don't have time to watch her play dodgeball just
now because I got my assignment+ need to go back with my brother so I don't have time to see
her play lor......haiz....but nevermine lah I hope she can win in that competition lah yesterday......
Later my Butchery Class is about beef again lah....sure got big smell of it later in the kitchen......
but we can eat gua later,something weird we can eat later in that class....if want to know,later let
me take the pictures down then I'll post it here so come and view my blog lah......hehehehe........
Anyway,just have to gambatte lah in my study and my 'love' that I said believe in fate,hope can
fully come true about the 'love' things.....HMP......(=.=)
time to play already if got also just because of some day when no class then still got a bit of time
to go ciber cafe only if not a really no time for it already except on the weekend leh go play bb with my friends lah that really cannot skip de lah because that's dde only day that I can go do my exercise only.....if not a,I sure gain my weight kau kau want for sure already cant so I have to make sure that can have some time to go exercise so that I can keep my weight down
and make sure that don't gain much weight already now.....if not a,later want to maintain my weight also cannot then can die wan leh.....even now leh I starts busy already but leh I still can be very happy because leh I've already told her that I felt that I got feeling on her already yesterday at the midnight around 1.00a.m++ she called me then she said that she felt bored
so she called me yesterday but today don't have lah because in the evening just now she got her
dodgeball competition mah but unfortunetly,I don't have time to watch her play dodgeball just
now because I got my assignment+ need to go back with my brother so I don't have time to see
her play lor......haiz....but nevermine lah I hope she can win in that competition lah yesterday......
Later my Butchery Class is about beef again lah....sure got big smell of it later in the kitchen......
but we can eat gua later,something weird we can eat later in that class....if want to know,later let
me take the pictures down then I'll post it here so come and view my blog lah......hehehehe........
Anyway,just have to gambatte lah in my study and my 'love' that I said believe in fate,hope can
fully come true about the 'love' things.....HMP......(=.=)
15.6.09
Kenz~Time past very fast....
Today leh is the first day of school open after 2 weeks holidays since 1st of June until yesterday
14th of June,wah...this morning damn "traffic jam"....really crazy lah the jam happen because of
the of those stupid "bapak"(police Malaysia) make the jam along the Taman Midah,OMG!!!!....
how stupid is the police lah,early morning have road block already.....want money until like that meh.....really no brain de lah day all,why they all so smart de leh???Can someone teel me why they so smart de leh.....haiz....=.=,don't know what to say already lah about our Malaysia's police
so damn smart want the lah.....Nevermine lah,none of my business also lah now....don't make me
late to school that's enough already lah.....But yesterday me and my aunty have made pasta at home for dinner,sure me...the ex-chef in future had made some cuts with all the ingerdients that
we need loh,hehehe.....we used alot's of stuff for the pasta yesterday,then the pasta really delicious lah.....yum yum...(^_^),fell like want to eat again lah today but no time to make lah.....
because all not free also today so din't make lor....then leh this thurday Larder Class leh also make pasta lah,zzz.....zha dou.....but nevermine lah,just for my future good only lah.....then leh
my pretty sister,Miki she asked me to have a drink with her yesterday so I went out with her
to have a drink loh....then she wore my chef uniform,the white colour want....raelly looked like a
chef lah.....cheh.....but they real chef sure still is me lah...hahahahah...tooo bad....now think back,
time reallt past very fast already lah now....is already 2 months++ already without my own
realise me and her already broke up that long already.....maybe I can let go already alot's of things that really sad,unhappy de I hope really let go already lah by now......I don't want this kind of things happen to me already lah....even I really take it serious about love also don't have
any good ending....I also don't know why lah.....everytime also they leave me....I tread them how
good also they don't know appreciate accept she only the one who really appreciate me only.....
but just because a stupid mistake that I've made so cannot go back already on that situation
already.....I really regret what I've done to her that time....I'm really felt sorry to her.....I hope
this won't happen again in another of my lover that really appreciate me and her relationship de....I know one day sure can find my true love again de.......So,now even got one girl tread me
very good but she already got bf,so I really don't want to think about it de lah now.....but when I
say don't think but sometimes will appear in my mind de....don't know why lah.....but then she still tread me very good lah,I also don't know what she want.....don't know wheather she got tell
my the answer or not also don't know lah.....Anyway,just like I said before,believe in fate......
the pasta really nice leh....yum yum...
the pasta......nice leh??kekeke....
my pretty sis......Miki....
14th of June,wah...this morning damn "traffic jam"....really crazy lah the jam happen because of
the of those stupid "bapak"(police Malaysia) make the jam along the Taman Midah,OMG!!!!....
how stupid is the police lah,early morning have road block already.....want money until like that meh.....really no brain de lah day all,why they all so smart de leh???Can someone teel me why they so smart de leh.....haiz....=.=,don't know what to say already lah about our Malaysia's police
so damn smart want the lah.....Nevermine lah,none of my business also lah now....don't make me
late to school that's enough already lah.....But yesterday me and my aunty have made pasta at home for dinner,sure me...the ex-chef in future had made some cuts with all the ingerdients that
we need loh,hehehe.....we used alot's of stuff for the pasta yesterday,then the pasta really delicious lah.....yum yum...(^_^),fell like want to eat again lah today but no time to make lah.....
because all not free also today so din't make lor....then leh this thurday Larder Class leh also make pasta lah,zzz.....zha dou.....but nevermine lah,just for my future good only lah.....then leh
my pretty sister,Miki she asked me to have a drink with her yesterday so I went out with her
to have a drink loh....then she wore my chef uniform,the white colour want....raelly looked like a
chef lah.....cheh.....but they real chef sure still is me lah...hahahahah...tooo bad....now think back,
time reallt past very fast already lah now....is already 2 months++ already without my own
realise me and her already broke up that long already.....maybe I can let go already alot's of things that really sad,unhappy de I hope really let go already lah by now......I don't want this kind of things happen to me already lah....even I really take it serious about love also don't have
any good ending....I also don't know why lah.....everytime also they leave me....I tread them how
good also they don't know appreciate accept she only the one who really appreciate me only.....
but just because a stupid mistake that I've made so cannot go back already on that situation
already.....I really regret what I've done to her that time....I'm really felt sorry to her.....I hope
this won't happen again in another of my lover that really appreciate me and her relationship de....I know one day sure can find my true love again de.......So,now even got one girl tread me
very good but she already got bf,so I really don't want to think about it de lah now.....but when I
say don't think but sometimes will appear in my mind de....don't know why lah.....but then she still tread me very good lah,I also don't know what she want.....don't know wheather she got tell
my the answer or not also don't know lah.....Anyway,just like I said before,believe in fate......
the pasta really nice leh....yum yum...
the pasta......nice leh??kekeke....
my pretty sis......Miki....13.6.09
Kean~Quite boring and tired day.....
Today wake up at around 7.20 a.m in the morning because I go to play my bb in the morning.....
so I have to wake up very early,but when I reach there this morning there is no people there
playing bb at all....I feel really boring and no mood to play allready this morning but I still play
in the morning alone...just only for my personal training lor,what to do leh because no people play with me also in the morning....haiz....(=.=)then I go back home around 10.30a.m++ this
morning....then of course have my breakfirst with my aunty at home,just cook some food to eat
only...din't pack food from outside stalls lah because very lazy mah all of us...hahaha......then leh
I'm very sure that I will go to rest after that because is very tired allready this morning.....just
watch anime only lah,Naruto Shippuden alone in the house and din't go anywhere lah today
because always go out also no time for rest allready lah,everyday got school and travel from here
to Petaling Jaya,SS2 really very tired allready de lah so din't play to go out anyway.......just have
some rest at home only....but in the evening I thought will rain heavilly but never rain also leh....
then for sure allready go play bb again de lah....in weekend sure go play bb de in the morning and in the evening because every weekdays no time to play also geh....just study,study,study and study.....HAIZ....SIEN A....me also feel boring leh because in college always have to be very
serious mah and no time to relax and to release stress in the kitchen so have to go play bb in the
weekend lor....if got something that really makes me feel sad or make me feel unhappy also I will
go play bb with friends for sure,if not go ciber cafe de so that can release at there lor.....can scold
people and beat or defeat people in those games.....but I really can't lose to them in every single
of the game.....I must win de especially in playing bb with my friends de...just like today,in one
of the last game this evening we won 17-3 agains the other team...I had score 9 points out of 17
points....is a very good allready for me that no time for all this allready since started my study in
KDU college last 2 months....still can maintain the stamina and the bb skills that I had play for
many years allready.....so today even is very tired but is quite happy for me de lah....(^_^)
so I have to wake up very early,but when I reach there this morning there is no people there
playing bb at all....I feel really boring and no mood to play allready this morning but I still play
in the morning alone...just only for my personal training lor,what to do leh because no people play with me also in the morning....haiz....(=.=)then I go back home around 10.30a.m++ this
morning....then of course have my breakfirst with my aunty at home,just cook some food to eat
only...din't pack food from outside stalls lah because very lazy mah all of us...hahaha......then leh
I'm very sure that I will go to rest after that because is very tired allready this morning.....just
watch anime only lah,Naruto Shippuden alone in the house and din't go anywhere lah today
because always go out also no time for rest allready lah,everyday got school and travel from here
to Petaling Jaya,SS2 really very tired allready de lah so din't play to go out anyway.......just have
some rest at home only....but in the evening I thought will rain heavilly but never rain also leh....
then for sure allready go play bb again de lah....in weekend sure go play bb de in the morning and in the evening because every weekdays no time to play also geh....just study,study,study and study.....HAIZ....SIEN A....me also feel boring leh because in college always have to be very
serious mah and no time to relax and to release stress in the kitchen so have to go play bb in the
weekend lor....if got something that really makes me feel sad or make me feel unhappy also I will
go play bb with friends for sure,if not go ciber cafe de so that can release at there lor.....can scold
people and beat or defeat people in those games.....but I really can't lose to them in every single
of the game.....I must win de especially in playing bb with my friends de...just like today,in one
of the last game this evening we won 17-3 agains the other team...I had score 9 points out of 17
points....is a very good allready for me that no time for all this allready since started my study in
KDU college last 2 months....still can maintain the stamina and the bb skills that I had play for
many years allready.....so today even is very tired but is quite happy for me de lah....(^_^)
12.6.09
Kean~this 2 days blog..(yesterday and today)
Yesterday nothing special lah in KDU just class like normal loh......the class finished very early is
just around 12.30pm for the Butchery Class yesterday because we were just cut the seafood only
such as crab,prawn,squid,oyster, and more.....just only need 1 and the half hour to done the cutting yesterday....but in Larder Class we were with the lecturer,Mr Paul...is was damn boring
during the lesson but nevermine lah just in this 2 years have to face him....after graduate allready sure happy without him in my whole life.....the eggs dishes that we had made yesterday
is scramble egg,omelets,hard boil egg,soft boil egg,sunny, and easy fried eggs that we had made...
The most that I felt satisfied myself is the omelet because I had wraped the omelet in 3 wrap when it finished fried.....I was so happy with it...(^_^),hehehe....Then today in KDU leh is very
different de me because I got my uniform allready after the Larder Class yesterday.....today I
wear the with uniform de to the kitchen....in the Butchery Class is we have to cut the beef meat
after we have finish the cut leh then we can grill a slice of the beef each of us....the sauces is made
from our lecturer before our class start in this afternoon,its really make the beef and the sauce
so tasty lah.....yum yum,fee like want to grill again lah now because is really good and nice of the
beef in the afternoon just now....When in the Larder Class leh,we also still have to make the eggs
dishes but is just only 4 dishes lah,not even many and the steps is quite easy loh..but the class also finish very early lah,just only need 1 hour and half hour to finish our Larder Class just now..
The most earlierst in our class is today....then leh I straight away go back home lor....because is
very tired leh this few days also de same de lah.....also don't know why lah....need to rest more then tomorrow have to find information about all of the assignments de....start busy allready lor
now....SIEN A!!!!!!haiz.....what to do,justonly have to do it alone lor and no groups allready now....
but is good also de because individual marks is better geh....just bisy and tired only lor.....study
is like this de lah,no time to play and this and that lor....get it serious allready now....in college
and not in seconday school.....work hard,study hard......
This is the picture that I've take today and yesterday de:
I made de scramble egg....delicious.....
the squid that the lecturer made it yesterday
the crab...female lai de....
the oyster...eat it raw,put tobasco and lemon
the butterfly cuts using prawn,porpular cuts
just around 12.30pm for the Butchery Class yesterday because we were just cut the seafood only
such as crab,prawn,squid,oyster, and more.....just only need 1 and the half hour to done the cutting yesterday....but in Larder Class we were with the lecturer,Mr Paul...is was damn boring
during the lesson but nevermine lah just in this 2 years have to face him....after graduate allready sure happy without him in my whole life.....the eggs dishes that we had made yesterday
is scramble egg,omelets,hard boil egg,soft boil egg,sunny, and easy fried eggs that we had made...
The most that I felt satisfied myself is the omelet because I had wraped the omelet in 3 wrap when it finished fried.....I was so happy with it...(^_^),hehehe....Then today in KDU leh is very
different de me because I got my uniform allready after the Larder Class yesterday.....today I
wear the with uniform de to the kitchen....in the Butchery Class is we have to cut the beef meat
after we have finish the cut leh then we can grill a slice of the beef each of us....the sauces is made
from our lecturer before our class start in this afternoon,its really make the beef and the sauce
so tasty lah.....yum yum,fee like want to grill again lah now because is really good and nice of the
beef in the afternoon just now....When in the Larder Class leh,we also still have to make the eggs
dishes but is just only 4 dishes lah,not even many and the steps is quite easy loh..but the class also finish very early lah,just only need 1 hour and half hour to finish our Larder Class just now..
The most earlierst in our class is today....then leh I straight away go back home lor....because is
very tired leh this few days also de same de lah.....also don't know why lah....need to rest more then tomorrow have to find information about all of the assignments de....start busy allready lor
now....SIEN A!!!!!!haiz.....what to do,justonly have to do it alone lor and no groups allready now....
but is good also de because individual marks is better geh....just bisy and tired only lor.....study
is like this de lah,no time to play and this and that lor....get it serious allready now....in college
and not in seconday school.....work hard,study hard......
This is the picture that I've take today and yesterday de:
I made de scramble egg....delicious.....
the squid that the lecturer made it yesterday
the crab...female lai de....
the oyster...eat it raw,put tobasco and lemon
the butterfly cuts using prawn,porpular cuts9.6.09
Kean~nothing special...
In the morning reach KDU around 7.30a.m++...quite late lor because normally reach there
around 7.00a.m++ de but today is abit late already because help my father buy something this
morning in Petaling Street....then I oni go to the station to take Putra to the other station lor....
But in the morning I suddenly feel that want to go play Left 4 Dead so I go to the ciber cafe with
my friends this morning and also because the class starts at 8.30a.am mah so still got time lor....
however,we still late to the class then our reason is trafic jam....ZZZ...LOLX....stupid reason but
the lecturer is very good de....don't even scold or say something to us even we late....hahahaha
but he teach us also quite good lah in the class and we also can understand what is he trying to
teach lah....But in the class try to focus de in every subject exspecially in the practical classes in
the kitchen....everything also have to becarefull de if not accident can happen anytime de no matter what....so have to make sure don't play in the kitchen with knifes and the other equidments.....today just like normally day lah,nothing to do in the class just litsen to the lecturer
only lah...then take some notes lor in the class...then chit chat in the class with the lecturer and
my friends lor...then about the exam of the end of the semester in this July...practical and the
teori exam,hope can do it well in the exam so that can go to the 2nd semester to archieve good
result until the end of the course....then can coutinue my degree in this course....so can also go to
switzlend to have my experience there and hope can work at there also leh....that country near
with other european country so can travel easily to the other country.....hope my 1 of the dream can come true in my future life and can share with my loves one about it.....So now have to study
hard already,play also have time to play only play to release stress in the class or in the kitchen
Don't give up,I can do it de.....
Kean~10.28p.m
around 7.00a.m++ de but today is abit late already because help my father buy something this
morning in Petaling Street....then I oni go to the station to take Putra to the other station lor....
But in the morning I suddenly feel that want to go play Left 4 Dead so I go to the ciber cafe with
my friends this morning and also because the class starts at 8.30a.am mah so still got time lor....
however,we still late to the class then our reason is trafic jam....ZZZ...LOLX....stupid reason but
the lecturer is very good de....don't even scold or say something to us even we late....hahahaha
but he teach us also quite good lah in the class and we also can understand what is he trying to
teach lah....But in the class try to focus de in every subject exspecially in the practical classes in
the kitchen....everything also have to becarefull de if not accident can happen anytime de no matter what....so have to make sure don't play in the kitchen with knifes and the other equidments.....today just like normally day lah,nothing to do in the class just litsen to the lecturer
only lah...then take some notes lor in the class...then chit chat in the class with the lecturer and
my friends lor...then about the exam of the end of the semester in this July...practical and the
teori exam,hope can do it well in the exam so that can go to the 2nd semester to archieve good
result until the end of the course....then can coutinue my degree in this course....so can also go to
switzlend to have my experience there and hope can work at there also leh....that country near
with other european country so can travel easily to the other country.....hope my 1 of the dream can come true in my future life and can share with my loves one about it.....So now have to study
hard already,play also have time to play only play to release stress in the class or in the kitchen
Don't give up,I can do it de.....
Kean~10.28p.m
8.6.09
Kean~Tired day......haiz (=.=)
Today really very tired lah...I also don't know why no matter what time I sleep also always very
tired de....don't know why lah but what to do,I have to go college to study de leh....no choice lah...
cannot do anything to it except if I sleep early everyday maybe can avoid the tiredness de.....I hope can lah if I'll do it everyday so that always fresh and go energy to study leh....but today's
class leh finish very early,is around 2.00p.m because today Mr.Paul din't teach or explain more
in the teori class today,just explain some then let us go back home alr lor....very early sure go ciber cafe de lor...for Dota and Left 4 Dead..attention PLEASE....Left 4 Dead 2 will release at November 8th,if want to see the trailer,just log in www.youtube.com just for trailer only....got alot's of different for the first version de....seems very fun to play but have to wait for it lah....hope can play on that day this game,must be very fun and more challenging compare to the first want.....Today also just like a normal college day lah in KDU....meet the same lecturer in
college,the same girls and friend loh....nothing special lah today,just only finish my class early only lah.....even that I suppose got time to chat and company a special person in college but I just
go ciber cafe without telling her or say goodbye to her....haiz...=.=,I also don't know why lah today I'll be like this de leh....I hope tomorrow leh can company her back loh....because today
din't bother her mah....sorry a Kathryna,hope she don't really angry me loh.....(=.=)....haiz.....
If I too close to her leh people will say that we are couple....for her,I hope that other people know
we are just only a very close friend only....so don't think something she and me...don't misunderstanding for now....we still friend lah.....but future we don't know can be another stage
between me and her relationship from now......don't know....Just believe in fate....
Kean~9.01p.m
tired de....don't know why lah but what to do,I have to go college to study de leh....no choice lah...
cannot do anything to it except if I sleep early everyday maybe can avoid the tiredness de.....I hope can lah if I'll do it everyday so that always fresh and go energy to study leh....but today's
class leh finish very early,is around 2.00p.m because today Mr.Paul din't teach or explain more
in the teori class today,just explain some then let us go back home alr lor....very early sure go ciber cafe de lor...for Dota and Left 4 Dead..attention PLEASE....Left 4 Dead 2 will release at November 8th,if want to see the trailer,just log in www.youtube.com just for trailer only....got alot's of different for the first version de....seems very fun to play but have to wait for it lah....hope can play on that day this game,must be very fun and more challenging compare to the first want.....Today also just like a normal college day lah in KDU....meet the same lecturer in
college,the same girls and friend loh....nothing special lah today,just only finish my class early only lah.....even that I suppose got time to chat and company a special person in college but I just
go ciber cafe without telling her or say goodbye to her....haiz...=.=,I also don't know why lah today I'll be like this de leh....I hope tomorrow leh can company her back loh....because today
din't bother her mah....sorry a Kathryna,hope she don't really angry me loh.....(=.=)....haiz.....
If I too close to her leh people will say that we are couple....for her,I hope that other people know
we are just only a very close friend only....so don't think something she and me...don't misunderstanding for now....we still friend lah.....but future we don't know can be another stage
between me and her relationship from now......don't know....Just believe in fate....
Kean~9.01p.m
7.6.09
Kean~Miss the party so much.....
Yestersday I was at my friend's house because his brother's brithday yesterday...there was a very big party at his house...me and my friend weng hoong reach there around 7.00p.m++
like that lah.....while wait him,then we went to the mamak stole to 'yam cha' then went to a
ciber cafe named friend's net....then he reached there also around 8.00p.m++ to fetched us at
the ciber cafe there.....then he also went to fetched his friend to the party also.....when we reached there,the first thing that we do is looked for the 'chu kok' og the day.....the birthday guy
of the party because it was his big day mah sure had to greeted him happy birthday because his
elder brother also I known him since I'm in form 1 because of my friend mah so I known his brother too lor in school......then we aet and drank alot's of beer with my friends there,yesterday
not just celebrate his birthday and also like gathering party only lah....all ex.yaacob latif friend was there also......then I really feel happy to meet them back yesterday...If my birthday party
also can be this crowded and so excited to meet all those old friend then is really good for me
already.....is really enough for me,and is my gf is with me that's really a perfect birthday party
to me already,but I don't think so I will have this chance on my live.......I really wish this dream can come true to me....because I've make her wish come true in this year birthday party.....
she seems very happy that day,I also feel very happy to her.....the happinese I've would never
forget de,really never forget de.....then I overnight at his house then this morning he send me to
the bus station so that I can go back home by bus because that guy also got work today.....
This morning I reach home around 10.30a.m till 11.ooa.m,between that time lah I reach home
this morning....when reach gome only I straight away I make my breakfirst for myself only
because my house no people today.....only me at the house and no other people already today....
I also don't know why I make my own breackfrist this morning maybe is because study this course already so that feel want to cook already.....then after my breakfirst already then rest
for a while then go ciber cafe again just now in the afternoon,go alone only because my friend not
free today so no people company me go ciber cafe lor today....sien a...after that go play bb with my friend in the evening just now.....until around 8.00pm only go back home.....today really tired
because yesterday not really slept well because chit chat until very late only slept......but is really
good birthday party so that can meet my old friends....really happy...haiz,don't know when only
my wish will come true leh....always alone on my birthday,don't know why lah....last year my
birthday is on the first day of the SPM exam day....SIENZ A!!!!!!!!!!so just celebrate alone only
lah at home with BM subject book.....haiz......
This is the picture of my breakfirst this morning:
tempura fish,sausage with cheese,and eggs....yum yum
like that lah.....while wait him,then we went to the mamak stole to 'yam cha' then went to a
ciber cafe named friend's net....then he reached there also around 8.00p.m++ to fetched us at
the ciber cafe there.....then he also went to fetched his friend to the party also.....when we reached there,the first thing that we do is looked for the 'chu kok' og the day.....the birthday guy
of the party because it was his big day mah sure had to greeted him happy birthday because his
elder brother also I known him since I'm in form 1 because of my friend mah so I known his brother too lor in school......then we aet and drank alot's of beer with my friends there,yesterday
not just celebrate his birthday and also like gathering party only lah....all ex.yaacob latif friend was there also......then I really feel happy to meet them back yesterday...If my birthday party
also can be this crowded and so excited to meet all those old friend then is really good for me
already.....is really enough for me,and is my gf is with me that's really a perfect birthday party
to me already,but I don't think so I will have this chance on my live.......I really wish this dream can come true to me....because I've make her wish come true in this year birthday party.....
she seems very happy that day,I also feel very happy to her.....the happinese I've would never
forget de,really never forget de.....then I overnight at his house then this morning he send me to
the bus station so that I can go back home by bus because that guy also got work today.....
This morning I reach home around 10.30a.m till 11.ooa.m,between that time lah I reach home
this morning....when reach gome only I straight away I make my breakfirst for myself only
because my house no people today.....only me at the house and no other people already today....
I also don't know why I make my own breackfrist this morning maybe is because study this course already so that feel want to cook already.....then after my breakfirst already then rest
for a while then go ciber cafe again just now in the afternoon,go alone only because my friend not
free today so no people company me go ciber cafe lor today....sien a...after that go play bb with my friend in the evening just now.....until around 8.00pm only go back home.....today really tired
because yesterday not really slept well because chit chat until very late only slept......but is really
good birthday party so that can meet my old friends....really happy...haiz,don't know when only
my wish will come true leh....always alone on my birthday,don't know why lah....last year my
birthday is on the first day of the SPM exam day....SIENZ A!!!!!!!!!!so just celebrate alone only
lah at home with BM subject book.....haiz......
This is the picture of my breakfirst this morning:
tempura fish,sausage with cheese,and eggs....yum yum5.6.09
Kean~tired but happy day...(^_^)
This morning I reach KDU around 7.30a.m...but my class start at 11.00a.m de just because I
have to do my eforum in KDU's webside about the Malaysians Study de....the dead line was at
last saturday de but I also don't even know about it so I din't do yet the eforum to the lecturer,
Mr Oo....what a funny name the lecturer have,zha dou....the seniors call him Mr.Oi de...but he is
a very friendly and funny guy,always make jokes with us de......but his face looks like very stupid
only....hahahha,so bad lah me say people looks stupid......today my Butchery Class is quite fun lah
even today also is about lamb but not lamb leg,is lamb rips......one of the exspensive parts of the
lamb.....but today we have some of the new student that's mean is our senior that's in July Intake de.....the lecturer tell them about culinary and something about how to be a chef.....now as
we know just only have 2 guys in the course in this July Intake....but got three girls also de,then
the lecturer ask them what is their hobby,then they their hobby is go shopping....then the lecture know that they have no interest in cooking or be a chef....but when the girls starts walk
around the kitchen,then one of my classmate,Badran......he want their phone number but he din't
ask for it lah then I said I also want the phone number....suddenly he said must go and ask Kathryna first so that can really take their number or not....SWTZ......f**k u Badran......why suddenly talk about her leh.....haiz....nevermine lah,nothing I can say also lah.....but the true is
I really got the feeling on her now.....I also don't even know what to do......then in Larder Class
today we have made 6 dishes with only vegetable only.....without any meat in the dishes today
just like a vegeterian only today in the kitchen......then me and Kathryna got to the other kitchen
to make de grill tomato with her because of my classmate also I have to go in that kitchen to help
her.......but another reason is I want to see her also without other people disturb us during the class......in teori class I will site with her for sure de.....then suddenly she said that I call her to help me is just because want to see her.....LOLX.....but that's true and I just act don't know only
in front of her during the class just know.....in this few days I can't see her but I don't know I will
miss her or not.....don't know how leh without her in this few days???Don't even know about it
lah now.......now I'm reall taking care of her in the practical classes because she got cut herself
before in the Larder Class......so I'm started to worry about it now.....I hope she can do it well in
the practical classes everytime.......
This is the picture of today's dishes and yesterday's sauces:
this is the cabbage with chicken stock...... 
onion and the french beans......
this is coleslaw.....carrot also...
brinjal with tempura style........
this is the carrot....one of the dishe
the grill tomato today.....looks nice
this is the tartha sauce.....no taste at all.....
the thousand island.....yum yum....
this is cocktail sauce....very nice to taste it
hand made mayoniesse sauce.......
Kean~10.25p.m
have to do my eforum in KDU's webside about the Malaysians Study de....the dead line was at
last saturday de but I also don't even know about it so I din't do yet the eforum to the lecturer,
Mr Oo....what a funny name the lecturer have,zha dou....the seniors call him Mr.Oi de...but he is
a very friendly and funny guy,always make jokes with us de......but his face looks like very stupid
only....hahahha,so bad lah me say people looks stupid......today my Butchery Class is quite fun lah
even today also is about lamb but not lamb leg,is lamb rips......one of the exspensive parts of the
lamb.....but today we have some of the new student that's mean is our senior that's in July Intake de.....the lecturer tell them about culinary and something about how to be a chef.....now as
we know just only have 2 guys in the course in this July Intake....but got three girls also de,then
the lecturer ask them what is their hobby,then they their hobby is go shopping....then the lecture know that they have no interest in cooking or be a chef....but when the girls starts walk
around the kitchen,then one of my classmate,Badran......he want their phone number but he din't
ask for it lah then I said I also want the phone number....suddenly he said must go and ask Kathryna first so that can really take their number or not....SWTZ......f**k u Badran......why suddenly talk about her leh.....haiz....nevermine lah,nothing I can say also lah.....but the true is
I really got the feeling on her now.....I also don't even know what to do......then in Larder Class
today we have made 6 dishes with only vegetable only.....without any meat in the dishes today
just like a vegeterian only today in the kitchen......then me and Kathryna got to the other kitchen
to make de grill tomato with her because of my classmate also I have to go in that kitchen to help
her.......but another reason is I want to see her also without other people disturb us during the class......in teori class I will site with her for sure de.....then suddenly she said that I call her to help me is just because want to see her.....LOLX.....but that's true and I just act don't know only
in front of her during the class just know.....in this few days I can't see her but I don't know I will
miss her or not.....don't know how leh without her in this few days???Don't even know about it
lah now.......now I'm reall taking care of her in the practical classes because she got cut herself
before in the Larder Class......so I'm started to worry about it now.....I hope she can do it well in
the practical classes everytime.......
This is the picture of today's dishes and yesterday's sauces:
this is the cabbage with chicken stock...... 
onion and the french beans......
this is coleslaw.....carrot also... brinjal with tempura style........ this is the carrot....one of the dishe
the grill tomato today.....looks nice
this is the tartha sauce.....no taste at all.....
the thousand island.....yum yum....
this is cocktail sauce....very nice to taste it
hand made mayoniesse sauce.......Kean~10.25p.m
4.6.09
Kean~Happy day...(^_^)
This morning my brother send me to KDU and reach there around 10.15a.m++....when I reach there leh the first person that I see in KDU square is kathryna....Don't know why lah,when I see
her only I feel very happy but I din't show my happy face in front of her....sometimes I don't
like a very noise play de....exspecially togather with her in KDU....I like the feeling that only me
and her,only 2 person and no people disturb both of us we when are togather in KDU.....so that
can understand more about her when we are togather no matter at where......even she always
pinch me,beat me or disturb me but I never angry with her or what.....I think she really understand me very well even we just know each other only around 2 months++ only in KDU
Then just now in larder class leh my mood suddenly very down and quite bad mood because I'm
very tired already,even I sleep very early also very tired.....I also don't know why leh.....really
tired leh,but today in the class leh we learn how to make sauces for salad.....the sauces that we
learn today is treasure island,tartha sauce,cocktail sauce and mayoniesse sauce......and learn
how to make 5 differents of salad in the French cuisine.....then leh before the larder class we have butchery class at 11.00a.m,then meat that we have to boneless it is the lamb leg
OMG!!!!...the lamb is is big lah....each of the lamb leg is 3kg...then got 9 lamb leh leh,can imagine
how big is a lamb leg.....then the lamb leg is not really fully defroze already want.....while we have
to see some demo how to boneless the lamb so we have to wait it really fully defroze only we
start to do it,but even around on the kitchen almost 1 hour also not fully defroze yet the lamb
leg......but the class is quite fun lah....but today after the larder class around 7.00p.m++...
while I've to wait my brother,kathryna also have to wait her brother to fetch her....in the time
that waiting,she tell me something...she said"Just now Badran(one of our classmate)tell me that
to give you a chance"....SWTZ......OMG,stupid Badran go and tell her about it......I really don't
know what I gona do to cover this thing.....don't what to do....the she said if u din't ask and you
will never know the answer....the I hold her hand and ask her would u be my gf???Then she
shake the hand and let go....then she said that I'm really "dai lam yan".....until that situation
also din't ask....even I ask already also don't what she want.....but I din't force her lah.....
I don't like to force her....then I din't say anything to her......just like normal friend.......
If she accept leh then it's ok,but if she not then I also cannot do anything to her....just can be
best friend only lah.....Haiz.....
Kean~10.59p.m
her only I feel very happy but I din't show my happy face in front of her....sometimes I don't
like a very noise play de....exspecially togather with her in KDU....I like the feeling that only me
and her,only 2 person and no people disturb both of us we when are togather in KDU.....so that
can understand more about her when we are togather no matter at where......even she always
pinch me,beat me or disturb me but I never angry with her or what.....I think she really understand me very well even we just know each other only around 2 months++ only in KDU
Then just now in larder class leh my mood suddenly very down and quite bad mood because I'm
very tired already,even I sleep very early also very tired.....I also don't know why leh.....really
tired leh,but today in the class leh we learn how to make sauces for salad.....the sauces that we
learn today is treasure island,tartha sauce,cocktail sauce and mayoniesse sauce......and learn
how to make 5 differents of salad in the French cuisine.....then leh before the larder class we have butchery class at 11.00a.m,then meat that we have to boneless it is the lamb leg
OMG!!!!...the lamb is is big lah....each of the lamb leg is 3kg...then got 9 lamb leh leh,can imagine
how big is a lamb leg.....then the lamb leg is not really fully defroze already want.....while we have
to see some demo how to boneless the lamb so we have to wait it really fully defroze only we
start to do it,but even around on the kitchen almost 1 hour also not fully defroze yet the lamb
leg......but the class is quite fun lah....but today after the larder class around 7.00p.m++...
while I've to wait my brother,kathryna also have to wait her brother to fetch her....in the time
that waiting,she tell me something...she said"Just now Badran(one of our classmate)tell me that
to give you a chance"....SWTZ......OMG,stupid Badran go and tell her about it......I really don't
know what I gona do to cover this thing.....don't what to do....the she said if u din't ask and you
will never know the answer....the I hold her hand and ask her would u be my gf???Then she
shake the hand and let go....then she said that I'm really "dai lam yan".....until that situation
also din't ask....even I ask already also don't what she want.....but I din't force her lah.....
I don't like to force her....then I din't say anything to her......just like normal friend.......
If she accept leh then it's ok,but if she not then I also cannot do anything to her....just can be
best friend only lah.....Haiz.....
Kean~10.59p.m
2.6.09
Kean~tired day.....
Today very tired....because i slept at 1.30a.m++ so very tired.....then the first class for today
is english with Mr.George around 8.30a.m....he always late for the class want....but nevermine
it's ok de....so we can go in late mah....keke....then he let use to watch a tamil movie....named
Bobby.....omg.....don't know it's about what lah that story....damn boring.....I site in front also
fall asleep already loh.....don't know what the hell in that movie.....he really make something
funny lah....with his tamil movie....now I call him Mr.Jor Zhi Sai.....(Geoge mah....)but I hope
the class for tomorrow is at 9.00am till 11.00a.m in the morning because finish class early
maybe go for a movie or go back home straight....then in de evening can go play bb gua if can
lah.....i scare too tired then cannot go lor......long time din't play bb alr....I scare I fat already.....
LOLX.....but alot's of people say i'm losing my weight now....maybe lah because now all of my
pants always drop lah....not very tight already......the today in the evening around 4.15pm++
I've make a decision....try to quite smoking for now......try my best to stop it from now on.....
I also don't know why I suddenly make this kind of decision just now......maybe got 3 reasons...
1:beacuse of kathryna gua....she always scold me de....
2:then maybe is because I still din't let go my feeling on my ex-gf.....
3:maybe is because for my healthy living in the future....
I also don't know why lah.....the first reason is because of kathryna....maybe she really helps
me a lot.......or just is because I've really fall in love with her....she really treat me like my gf
in KDU.....no matter what she really treat me very good......then maybe because I really din't
let go my feeling on my-ex....but this is the lowest percentage that makes me stop smoking....
Just now I've give my ciggarate anf lighter to kathryna....I tell her wheather I can stand or not
without ciggarate.....If can leh then is good,if cannot also try my best de......so I have to tell her
wheather I can or not.....then one of my friend also try to quit from smoking already......
he also told me before to stop smoking de....then he really try to quit from now....why don't
I've try the with him togather stop smoking......Tomorrow they say want go for a movie....
but I don't now wheather she got go or not....If she got then only I will go de.....If not I won't go
for movie with them tomorrow.......Maybe I've really fall in love with her....but she already
got bf.....I won't make myself as the 3rd person between them....I won't be like that.....
I hate this kind of person de.....because Ireally understand that feeling de so I really hate this
kind of person de....who break the other people's relationship.....I don't like it......
But if I can see her in KDU that's already enough for me.....love her without letting people
know......just like undergroung love only......even she is 1 year older than me but I really don't
mine de.....just only if love each other then that's really enough for me now.......
Hope can see her now....got abit miss her.....she always ask me de..."why u want to see me??U got miss me a???"Then I say yes to her.....but she just doing nothing also....zzz.....
but nevermine lah....it's ok can be very close with her.....but now really got miss her lah.....
hope can see her now......really miss her.....
Kean~8.37p.m
is english with Mr.George around 8.30a.m....he always late for the class want....but nevermine
it's ok de....so we can go in late mah....keke....then he let use to watch a tamil movie....named
Bobby.....omg.....don't know it's about what lah that story....damn boring.....I site in front also
fall asleep already loh.....don't know what the hell in that movie.....he really make something
funny lah....with his tamil movie....now I call him Mr.Jor Zhi Sai.....(Geoge mah....)but I hope
the class for tomorrow is at 9.00am till 11.00a.m in the morning because finish class early
maybe go for a movie or go back home straight....then in de evening can go play bb gua if can
lah.....i scare too tired then cannot go lor......long time din't play bb alr....I scare I fat already.....
LOLX.....but alot's of people say i'm losing my weight now....maybe lah because now all of my
pants always drop lah....not very tight already......the today in the evening around 4.15pm++
I've make a decision....try to quite smoking for now......try my best to stop it from now on.....
I also don't know why I suddenly make this kind of decision just now......maybe got 3 reasons...
1:beacuse of kathryna gua....she always scold me de....
2:then maybe is because I still din't let go my feeling on my ex-gf.....
3:maybe is because for my healthy living in the future....
I also don't know why lah.....the first reason is because of kathryna....maybe she really helps
me a lot.......or just is because I've really fall in love with her....she really treat me like my gf
in KDU.....no matter what she really treat me very good......then maybe because I really din't
let go my feeling on my-ex....but this is the lowest percentage that makes me stop smoking....
Just now I've give my ciggarate anf lighter to kathryna....I tell her wheather I can stand or not
without ciggarate.....If can leh then is good,if cannot also try my best de......so I have to tell her
wheather I can or not.....then one of my friend also try to quit from smoking already......
he also told me before to stop smoking de....then he really try to quit from now....why don't
I've try the with him togather stop smoking......Tomorrow they say want go for a movie....
but I don't now wheather she got go or not....If she got then only I will go de.....If not I won't go
for movie with them tomorrow.......Maybe I've really fall in love with her....but she already
got bf.....I won't make myself as the 3rd person between them....I won't be like that.....
I hate this kind of person de.....because Ireally understand that feeling de so I really hate this
kind of person de....who break the other people's relationship.....I don't like it......
But if I can see her in KDU that's already enough for me.....love her without letting people
know......just like undergroung love only......even she is 1 year older than me but I really don't
mine de.....just only if love each other then that's really enough for me now.......
Hope can see her now....got abit miss her.....she always ask me de..."why u want to see me??U got miss me a???"Then I say yes to her.....but she just doing nothing also....zzz.....
but nevermine lah....it's ok can be very close with her.....but now really got miss her lah.....
hope can see her now......really miss her.....
Kean~8.37p.m
1.6.09
Kean~I'm weird today....
Today in KDU just like the normal day loh.....nothing special,but got one hot lady in KDU in the
afternoon but me and my friend miss it the change to see her....she is a model,not Amber.....but
is Melissa Campbell....she also study at KDU de.....if got chance can meet her again in KDU.....
she also one of my friend's normal friend in Sri KDU last time......if want to meet her easy geh.....
hehehehe.....but she is host and model leh......sure no time to hang out de lah......but nevermine
lah.....at lease in KDU study sure got chance to meet geh.....then leh about my butter cake that
i've made yesterday was abit hard on the top layer of the cake because is when i added the egg
in then have to stir in one way only....the is because stir in too long already the egg so that air can
go in easily so leh not really good loh my butter cake......but nevermine lah....not just me make
alone but my friend was at my house yesterday so can do it faster lor....we do until 6 or 7p.m
yesterday and then sat down for chit chat lor in my house.....long time din't see him already mah..so just chat until 9.30p.m++ lor....Ya,today in KDU leh very weird lah....all of my classmate
get their uniform alr.....then just left me and the other friend din't get yet so me looks weird in
the class today....all formal wear but i'm not in formal wear lah....so weird leh....LOLX.....
I hope can get my uniform soon so that can wear to the kitchen without my house wear or the
clothes then for gai gai de.....
afternoon but me and my friend miss it the change to see her....she is a model,not Amber.....but
is Melissa Campbell....she also study at KDU de.....if got chance can meet her again in KDU.....
she also one of my friend's normal friend in Sri KDU last time......if want to meet her easy geh.....
hehehehe.....but she is host and model leh......sure no time to hang out de lah......but nevermine
lah.....at lease in KDU study sure got chance to meet geh.....then leh about my butter cake that
i've made yesterday was abit hard on the top layer of the cake because is when i added the egg
in then have to stir in one way only....the is because stir in too long already the egg so that air can
go in easily so leh not really good loh my butter cake......but nevermine lah....not just me make
alone but my friend was at my house yesterday so can do it faster lor....we do until 6 or 7p.m
yesterday and then sat down for chit chat lor in my house.....long time din't see him already mah..so just chat until 9.30p.m++ lor....Ya,today in KDU leh very weird lah....all of my classmate
get their uniform alr.....then just left me and the other friend din't get yet so me looks weird in
the class today....all formal wear but i'm not in formal wear lah....so weird leh....LOLX.....
I hope can get my uniform soon so that can wear to the kitchen without my house wear or the
clothes then for gai gai de.....
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