2.6.09

Kean~tired day.....

Today very tired....because i slept at 1.30a.m++ so very tired.....then the first class for today
is english with Mr.George around 8.30a.m....he always late for the class want....but nevermine
it's ok de....so we can go in late mah....keke....then he let use to watch a tamil movie....named
Bobby.....omg.....don't know it's about what lah that story....damn boring.....I site in front also
fall asleep already loh.....don't know what the hell in that movie.....he really make something
funny lah....with his tamil movie....now I call him Mr.Jor Zhi Sai.....(Geoge mah....)but I hope
the class for tomorrow is at 9.00am till 11.00a.m in the morning because finish class early
maybe go for a movie or go back home straight....then in de evening can go play bb gua if can
lah.....i scare too tired then cannot go lor......long time din't play bb alr....I scare I fat already.....
LOLX.....but alot's of people say i'm losing my weight now....maybe lah because now all of my
pants always drop lah....not very tight already......the today in the evening around 4.15pm++
I've make a decision....try to quite smoking for now......try my best to stop it from now on.....
I also don't know why I suddenly make this kind of decision just now......maybe got 3 reasons...
1:beacuse of kathryna gua....she always scold me de....
2:then maybe is because I still din't let go my feeling on my ex-gf.....
3:maybe is because for my healthy living in the future....
I also don't know why lah.....the first reason is because of kathryna....maybe she really helps
me a lot.......or just is because I've really fall in love with her....she really treat me like my gf
in KDU.....no matter what she really treat me very good......then maybe because I really din't
let go my feeling on my-ex....but this is the lowest percentage that makes me stop smoking....
Just now I've give my ciggarate anf lighter to kathryna....I tell her wheather I can stand or not
without ciggarate.....If can leh then is good,if cannot also try my best de......so I have to tell her
wheather I can or not.....then one of my friend also try to quit from smoking already......
he also told me before to stop smoking de....then he really try to quit from now....why don't
I've try the with him togather stop smoking......Tomorrow they say want go for a movie....
but I don't now wheather she got go or not....If she got then only I will go de.....If not I won't go
for movie with them tomorrow.......Maybe I've really fall in love with her....but she already
got bf.....I won't make myself as the 3rd person between them....I won't be like that.....
I hate this kind of person de.....because Ireally understand that feeling de so I really hate this
kind of person de....who break the other people's relationship.....I don't like it......
But if I can see her in KDU that's already enough for me.....love her without letting people
know......just like undergroung love only......even she is 1 year older than me but I really don't
mine de.....just only if love each other then that's really enough for me now.......
Hope can see her now....got abit miss her.....she always ask me de..."why u want to see me??U got miss me a???"Then I say yes to her.....but she just doing nothing also....zzz.....
but nevermine lah....it's ok can be very close with her.....but now really got miss her lah.....
hope can see her now......really miss her.....

Kean~8.37p.m

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