Kenz~Still remember somethings.....

Today leh I just go college and only got 1 class for today and that is Butchery Class and is just like a revision day for some of the topic that we feel no so confident in exam so the lecturer leh make it like a special revision class for us today....the time same like the normal day the class lah...the topic for today's class is chicken again because chicken got alot's of cuts that we have to
remember so leh chicken is the topic for today and just do it for the beginning loh....there is alot's
of method and name loh such as ballentin,gellentin,boneless brest, and also some different of trassing when have to roast the chicken.....but leh I just do the ballentin and gellantin because he
want to see how is our skill that have been few week that we had study the cuts of chicken.....so
we also have to show him the trassing on the chicken today.....the still can do it well also lah,still
can do better geh I hope....but yesterday I went to my friend's house because he just came back from Manila after his pilot course and came back from there for vacation and get his driving licence and he will go back to Manila next year and now don't really know what he will do in this
few months.....When I reach his house leh,I saw that he is with my ex-gf togather and my feeling
was....just like don't really now what I can do leh now,she is people's gf already I also cannot do
anything already lah now so just act don't know only loh.....then leh had dinner at his house loh
yesterday and talk about my cooking and my learning in college in this few months.....then also
asked him about his study place also loh,then just like nothing to do then me and one of my friend when out to but 'oxygen' then came back to his house loh.....Alot's of me and her memory
had appeared in my brain when I saw they were togather already but then just only I can do is
just can take care of her as my close friend also geh.....just look foward only,if I don't face it also
no use already and there is alot's of different between all of us....he has been more mature than
before when I talk to him also have to use the more mature talking style to talk to him already
and also all start to grow up already now even is just 18 years old but is time to change all of us
rigth now.....I tell this about one of my friend also and she advise me to look foward only and just
only can take care her also enough doesn't mean have to be togather if I still love her till now since few month ago but that's the way only I can do.....I still remember how to make her dream
come true when that month was her birthday month.....so leh at least she got sweet memory
and not just have bad memory when we was still couple that time.....Now just can start focus in
my study only and find my new true lover that really loves me de.....Hope can find one lah now
or in future.....Hope one of my dream can come true lah......