18.10.09

'Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You'......what I need actually....T_T....???

Sorry for who used to read my blog and I would like to post my new blog today with my feeling and the weather is suitable for me to show and write my blog....I've been long time never update my blog because I'm really busy with my study after the 2nd semester started in college......In here I would like to ask what is the meaning for those who used to read my blog.....the meaning of the title of the song.....It is a very happy for who those used to sing for their lover or used to been sing by their lover in different place or situation to let them know that they will never change between their love to each others feeling and love??? Or is a very sad to someone who used to litsen the song so that can have their sad or happy memories for them in the past with the person that they really love.....?? If u ask me, I would like to tell you all who used to read my blog will reminds me and flase back my sweet memories between me and my ex that we have our relationship more than a years.....but when I litsen to this song is really makes me think back the feeling and the caring that she used to treated me before this and also have the sad memories for me when I've litsen to this song....and also consider have a very happy memories....and because of this, why I have this feeling and just appear the feeling in my heart today when I litsen to this song....Is this shows that I still haven't forgot her in the past relationship that I had with her before this....or this is can tell me that I'm still lying for myself so that I could not face the true of her that had left my in almost past half years before this....or this is the sign that really tell me I've stil never forgot her and then feeling still have in my heart when I think be her in some awhile time when I'm alone or litsening to some song that really meaning for me??? Maybe is because of the meaning of the lyrics that makes me or prove that I still love her after we broke up...or maybe I've think too much when the time that I've nothing to do at home or everywhere.......Till today, I still really don't know what I need in right now....Before this I have a big argue with her and we never talk to each other for long period but when the problem till know consider have been solved but till now also I never talk to her no matter in where or in what situation.....Is that already show that I've not a gentleman to a girl??? Or she still angry of me.....to become a friend is it as easy as a piece of cake or not....till now me and here don't even know that I'm still a friend for her or not, of why I still so care about it and is this show that I'm still mind that she accept me as her friend or not and maybe is really because that I really still have the feeling to her or what.......This is a very meaningfull song for those who read my blog or my fellow friends that know me well or quite well because maybe is really a nice song to you all when litsen in different situation or sing to their lover in front of them or just sing for then in the phone......After I've litsen to this song, I'm still thinking that am I still love her and never fully let her go yet in my heart with those feeling that she used to been comfort or makes me happy before in the past.....the way that she cares me is it really make me till today that I've still never let her go yet or I'm just want to stay in my own world so that I don't want to face that in my life right now.....Actually what I need now???? Can someone tell me or what I have to do right now....Am I gonna find the new lover so that can forget it the past or just be single to life till I find or just wait for the fate comes to me in the future....She really the meaning and what is true love in this world....Lover a person is a good things and also could be hard and suffer for us because love a person that you could not love anymore is very hard to a person in this world....without a lover will suffer the loneliness...if have a lover that can be with you everyday will be more arguement if could not understand each other between the relation ship.....what I need actually till today??? This question is still in my mind.....then lyrics of the song I just love a sentence of it and that sentence is 'our love will lead the way for us'........
If without a lover could we lost our way in this world or we can't survive anymore without a lover and will be only daed end in the rest of our life????......What can I do....and who can tell me what should I do........I really hope that this is not true person of me or I'm still in my dream or my own world.....or just like hiding in my own turtle shell.....don't dare to do anything or still can't accept that she had left me......Am I that kind of person to all my blog reader or my fellow friend's.....????

7.10.09

2 weeks after starts sem2 (part 2).....

Yesterday's class is called C.A.D.....in my course, C.A.D means Culinary Arts & Design is one of my subject in this course.....In this subject, will learn all about skills of curving in this subject such as fruit curving, vegetable curving and more that we have to learn for our future.....Ya, it's been long time I didn't update my blog in this few months....because is so busy about my study and all those stuff so makes me no time to write or update my blog already....sorry about it to my friends who used to read my blog and I really no time to do my stuff besides than update my blog.....In my second sem in part 2, there is all in practical classes already except for 1 class only and that is French class....After study in french language, then only I realize that language is not easy but try to be more understand and pay more attention in the class so that I can learn more easily the way to speak and write....and try to understand the meaning and sentence so that can do it well in exam and next time I will go to Switz in my future after my Diploma and maybe do my industrial training in Switz also then only decide to continue study there or work at there then only come back to Malaysia again....now still thinking about it weather will keep study until master or just work until Executive-Chef at there in future.......then we also study Food Production in hot kitchen this time.....Is the chance to study more and learn more to cook in hot kitchen and this is the time that I'm waiting for in this course....is one of the subject that I like the most in this course and can pay more attention in the class and try to cook nice and beautiful food and learn to dressing and garnishing the food more well, class, special, and looks worth for us and can sell it in better price in future when I start my training in my future after I finish my Diploma course......I hope can do better in every class in this part before in 3rd and 4th semester next year......And then this friday my friends would like to celebrate birthday with me....they celebrate early is because scare all of us no time to play or hang out everywhere it's because the end of the year then got a long holidays for us then only we hang out or go somewhere else during the holidays.....I hope this friday is good day for me and I didn't hope that because of certain people to spoil the whole things up on that day......

3.9.09

Got time to rest....but assignment week this week.....

This morning woke up at around 9.00 a.m....then play game and watch movie in my laptop but haven't had my breakfirst that time....then after that only had my breakfirst at 11.00 a.m after that I do some housekeep in the morning after I woke up......even today I don't have any classes but I have to done my assignments because the dead line is on this friday, that's mean is tomorrow before 5.00 p.m in the evening......then I went to my friends's house because my house cannot online and also because no Internet also so cannot online.....so have to go some place that can access Internet so I can do my assignments and hand it out tomorrow before 5.00 p.m in the evening.....But after the week, I got revison week so don't have to go college but have to study at home because the exam is coming on the 14 of September.....so have to study hard and be prepare for the exam on the day in this week time.....Even got some of the subject is not easy for me but the best way is to study hard and put more effort on that particlar subject so that can get a better and good result in the coming exam in the 2nd semester in this course.....I hope that I don't have any fail in this exam....so have to study hard.....Even there is alot's of challenge between our groupmate and classmate to get the good result but they will help me if I have certain subject that makes me feel difficult or confuse.....so I really like to thank them for helping me in academic in college and have the gang of friend's that can change my altitude and try to think more futher so that can achieve it in the future......In the age, really have to think alot's of things so that we know where are we going and how we gona choose our way to the future.....Even culinary arts is just cooking in the kitchen but is alot's of thing have to learn so that can become a professional chef in our future career.....so sometimes think futher is not a bad things for us....so we can plan better what we want in our life in future.....not just in study but alot's of things are the same.....relationship, career, family and more we have to thing for our future with and good plan.....hope that can have a good future for my life......and I really believe in fate and hope can get a person that I really love and can be togather till the future forever......

3.8.09

Ken~Long time din post blog....

Finally today got time to post my blog already because this few weeks after my 2nd sem started
I've no time to post my blog already and because my timetable is very tight lah in this semester so I've no time to post my blog in this few weeks....In 2nd semester is quite tight and a lot's of
calculation have to do because we also have F&B subject so we have to study alot about calculation in that subject so no time and almost always got test in that class last week....and then now got another subject is call Garmengar....is like in the cold kitchen but is all about chesse, salad, sauces and more we have to learn in that subject...and now start our assignments again loh....the nightmare has come again in 2nd semester....SCARY LAH......but have to do also even I feel scary,actaully today is the day that my result have been coming out just now but I din't even see the paper is where my lecturer stick it at...If we can't see our result in college so that's mean
is going to send to my house soon between this week....I hope don't have any fail suject lah I hope and still can continue in this semester with my fellow friends because they are really funny and make alot's of jokes during the lesson begin in college,hope won't seperate with them and keep co-operate with them in study or practical work.......Now my faith has come,a girl from IHTM course and her name is Yen Yen....When the first time I saw her with one of my friend I
was like....that feeling was there when I saw her first time last mouth and now we are friend after my friend intro her to me then ask her phone number and now also got call her frequantly
nowdays.....I was like wow....she's hot and cute for me now and she is a very friendly type person
to me and most of her friend.....so I fell that can invite her or have a date with her that's good and hope this saturday she is free and would like to have a date with her in this saturday....See got any place that she like to go then we meet at the place that she wanted to go on this saturday
Hope this will be really happen on this saturday....I hope won't scare her on when I invite her for a date this saturday and tell her what I really fell in my heart when first time I saw her......
I hope really happen on this saturday......HAIZ......Hope everythings go right on this saturday and she really can have a date with me on this saturday.....If can I really can't wait until this coming saturday lah......Hope I can do this.....Really miss her everyday.......And then on last few weeks ago when I saw her when she wear then chef uniform on that day I was like...She is my angel in my heart.....she really look pretty and cute in my eyes and my heart....she the one that I love now....no one can change my mind right now.....I think she will be very go to me when we in couple in this year time...hope my dream will come true because I've been waited this faith in a very long time now.......hope this will happen to me and if happen I'm the most happy guy in th world.....this is the faith that I'm waiting for......

13.7.09

Ken~1st day of semester break......

Today nothing to do lah....just stay at home and clean do some cleaning loh,then watch movie and eat only lah then never go play bb also but just go play dota only lah.....gt 2 game win but got
1 game lose like hell only because of some noob hai lah that don't know how to play then make our team lose cham cham.....but leh k\just now geh last game we won also lah,later want to go home liao loh....today at cc also just want to post my blog only because my house cannot online
liao so no time post blog mah so have to post also loh my blog today.....Now start watch animation already at home because last time I don't watch de and now don't really know why I like to watch already nowdon't like to watch TVB Series already now.....then leh always watch chinese movie also geh because always animation also quite boring geh so need to watch some chinese movie also geh.......Today also nothing have to write in my blog today because day just like normal day and nothnig special happen also today so just post a short post.....

9.7.09

Kenz~Finish exam finally......

Yesterday finally finish my exam already loh....now happy and relax time for me in this and
now leh just hang out with my friend or go ciber cafe only to play some games....then leh my
result for my yesterday's exam is....PAST!!!!! already loh now for my butchery exam.....and now
I still have to wait for my other result but mostly is all past geh but just don't know get how many marks onlu for my exam now.....so have to wait loh until KDU send the result to mu mum's
house and let her have a look of it then I will now my result for my whole 1st semester in PCT 07
course i n this past few months......Now I also have new target already and is not Kathryna anymore already and her name is Yen Yen and she take IHTM course in KDU College also then
can she her everyday also in college but not in same class only....nevermine lah at least can see
her everyday...now really thinking og her and miss her so much lah....my friend invited my for
clubbing yesterday but I didn't go also because the place is at KL Quatro just in front of KLCC
and there is nothing fun when I ask my brother so I didn't go yesterday and then just stay at home and just watch movie and animation loh.....Now I also don't know why I like to watch animation already nowdays and I've just borrowed from my friend some of animation DVD
last few days......I think now leh just rest and go hang out with some friends while waiting for
my 2nd semester to start and just release stress because in the kitchen really can fell the stress
and I know why some chef really stress in the kitchen exspecially in hot kitchen because is alot's
of challenge and really have to working out alot's in the kitchen......so that's why I like to work in
hot kitchen as a chef in future career.....Anyway.now I hope can have a date with her next week
if she free,really miss her alot nowdays.....haiz....hope she really can be my gf in this year before
my coming birthday in this November......hope my wish can be come true......gambette!!!!!!!!

6.7.09

Kenz~Exam day...1st day...

To whom view my blog,I'm sorry for because that I didn't update my blog for few weeks already
because this few weeks quite busy lah me so today only I update my blog in the early morning....
Today is the first day of my final exam in first semester and soon will have semester break holiday next week...HAPPY!!!!!,but anyway today is my 1st day of exam and finally I've done
almost all my assignment so no need to worry about it anymore and keep on focus in my exam week only in this few days.....but about the Malaysian Study subject leh,haiz...damn boring lah
because got exam leh and alot's of assignments to do leh and later I have to do it and pass it up
before 4.00 p.m and my exam later is on 2.00 p.m till 4 p.m so have to finish up before 2.00p.m
later....then leh last week was our last class for Malaysia Study in my first semester and he gave us the tips for the exam on this saturday in the morning....after that leh I went to Time Square in the afternoon because my friend when there to met his friend so I just followed him to Time
Square because just finish my assignments and have to release stress for my whole week assignment week last week....then we reached there around pasted 2.30 p.m and then me and my friend go and find them and met up at which floor or which shop nearby..... then we met them at 4th floor around the I-Socks shop and we just introduce myself for sure and they also
just intro themselve.....me and my friend,Kelson from Kuantan met his friend also from Kuantan
and both of them were same school when they studied in Kuantan then one of his friend studied
in TAR College and her other friend were same as well and all of us were same age also lah.....
so we "sama geng punya".....One of the girl name Sun and she told us that us that they had their
own groups called "SS" and Iwas like,"huh"???Then she told me is "Syok Sendiri Group"......
I was like.....zha dou....but all of them was very friendly and quite funny when we can make jokes
around with them and I really felt that they were good even we met them for the first time on
that day.....Then we had our dinner togather in McDonald in Time Square around 6.00 p .m in
5th floor,after that leh we got to go around past 7.00 p.m because they had to rushed for their
assignment and my friend Kelson also had to go because he had to went back to PJ after that
because he rent a room there nearby KDU College and easy for him to go college everyday.....
I was really happy with them and hope can hang out with them again where holiday coming
soon.....Then if can I would like to cook for the girl named Sun because her birhtday is in this month so have to think at where I can cook for her....If got place to cook, then she is the first person that cook for it because I still never have chance to cook for nowdays and since she had
left me so she in not the first person I cook for now....she have no chance to eat the dish that I
cook in the future......



kelson and sun.....cute face...hahahah xD

wow...serious lah.....(^_^)

me and sun....the birthday girl...coming soon


hehe.....I forgot her name anyway.....LOLX


kelson....OMG .....wat is he doing leh....his finger

4 of us in McDonald on the day.......

after dinner, take sure picture for sure....new member
of "SS" group.....hahahahah






28.6.09

Kenz~Bakery Module starts tomorrow.....

Today leh just like nothing to do only at home because almost all the assignment finish and the
due date is almost 1 week start from now....still got some time for the final check on my all
assignments that have to hand out next week,but got some assignment hang out in next 2 weeks
time from now on....so still can make it de and no need to rush for it already for the assignments
Then leh today just like nothing to do loh,is just only like have some times for relax awhile before
the having our exam soon in the following week is on the 6th till 8th of July in practical and theory exam in Larder and Butchery,and also have English test as well before I forgot.....need to
start my study again loh from now on,haiz.....SIEN AH....but after my exam leh will start our first semester break already loh.....hehehe....happy day coming soon,so can hang out with friends
and can go back to my high school to visit them because my friend call me to find them but I've no time to find them,feel sorry to them so I have to go back to find them loh.....what to do leh.....
So leh.I hope can meet them soon loh....And tomorrow start already my bakery module loh in KDU....almost exam only have this kind of class lah,evry sien the leh because we need time to
prepare for the exam already soon....but suddenly got this kind of classes that we have to attend
lah....damn sien loh,then got english class also have to attend lah....DAMN 7 SIEN ah!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't really know how KDU arrange the timetable the lah for us,haiz....don't know what to say
about this college already lah now.....but nevermine lah,just go only lah and just because for my
future career only I will attend for the class...If not,I really won't appear in KDU tomorrow....
HAIZ......

25.6.09

Kenz~Still remember somethings.....

Today leh I just go college and only got 1 class for today and that is Butchery Class and is just like a revision day for some of the topic that we feel no so confident in exam so the lecturer leh make it like a special revision class for us today....the time same like the normal day the class lah...the topic for today's class is chicken again because chicken got alot's of cuts that we have to
remember so leh chicken is the topic for today and just do it for the beginning loh....there is alot's
of method and name loh such as ballentin,gellentin,boneless brest, and also some different of trassing when have to roast the chicken.....but leh I just do the ballentin and gellantin because he
want to see how is our skill that have been few week that we had study the cuts of chicken.....so
we also have to show him the trassing on the chicken today.....the still can do it well also lah,still
can do better geh I hope....but yesterday I went to my friend's house because he just came back from Manila after his pilot course and came back from there for vacation and get his driving licence and he will go back to Manila next year and now don't really know what he will do in this
few months.....When I reach his house leh,I saw that he is with my ex-gf togather and my feeling
was....just like don't really now what I can do leh now,she is people's gf already I also cannot do
anything already lah now so just act don't know only loh.....then leh had dinner at his house loh
yesterday and talk about my cooking and my learning in college in this few months.....then also
asked him about his study place also loh,then just like nothing to do then me and one of my friend when out to but 'oxygen' then came back to his house loh.....Alot's of me and her memory
had appeared in my brain when I saw they were togather already but then just only I can do is
just can take care of her as my close friend also geh.....just look foward only,if I don't face it also
no use already and there is alot's of different between all of us....he has been more mature than
before when I talk to him also have to use the more mature talking style to talk to him already
and also all start to grow up already now even is just 18 years old but is time to change all of us
rigth now.....I tell this about one of my friend also and she advise me to look foward only and just
only can take care her also enough doesn't mean have to be togather if I still love her till now since few month ago but that's the way only I can do.....I still remember how to make her dream
come true when that month was her birthday month.....so leh at least she got sweet memory
and not just have bad memory when we was still couple that time.....Now just can start focus in
my study only and find my new true lover that really loves me de.....Hope can find one lah now
or in future.....Hope one of my dream can come true lah......

19.6.09

Ken~Cut my hand 1 & 2.....haiz...(today & yesterday)

This is me and my friend.Sharon...and the squirrel


Yesterday leh when I was in KDU around 1030 a.m++ and almost late to my Butchery Class in
the afternoon but still can reached there right in time lah,still didn't late yet for the class lah because I when there by my own yesterday and no people send me to college so have to go alone
loh....haiz....but the yesterday's class leh was fun and very relax because leh our job is just eat in
the kitchen,we no need to cut all those meat and the others things that usually we cut in class.....
we just only have to tasted somethings that people felt weird for them....the food that we were test yesterday it was the tongue,liver,lungs and more parts of the cow.....OMG!!!! but leh I also
didn't felt weird on those things that we have to tested on that day.....the chef nook those things
for us to tasted and we felt is very good and nice to eat all those parts of the cow...really tasted very nice and felt like wanted to aet it againt lah,felt that very delicious for all of us to eat it and
also just because the chef cooked ti very well and totally had covered most of those smells of the
parts of the cow yesterday,with his recipes,herbs,red wine and more to cooked those parts....I hope can aet it againt lah......We really had a very good breakfirst and lunch in the kitchen with
our chef......then leh when for our Larder Class around 3.00 p.m and the food that we made on
that day was pasta,we had to cooked the packing pasta and hand-made of pasta in the kitchen...
But leh,haiz.....the incident happen to me lah yesterday in the middle of the class,when I wash
my knife with my friend and suddenly I cut myself without realized that I had cut myself......
then leh I called one of my friend to called Kathryna to gave me a plaster for my finger got cuts
yesterday....then leh the lecturer called me to had a to sat on the chair....while I'm waiting for
the blood to stoped bleeding,almost whole people of the class standed surrounding me and asked
me is I'm alright....I really can felt they really toke care of me especially Kathryna lah....even she
just gave me plaster but she also feed me aet those marcoroni.....then leh called me don't move
too much lah,and this and that lah.....In that time,I really felt that she really treaded me very good in college when we were in class or in kitchen lah.....I really hope she can tread me liked that everyday but not in friend's profile but also is in gf profile's....I also hope that one day she
can totally accept me as her bf the....now I'm waitting with patiently...The patient condition de
Ken.....Then leh to day reach KDU damn early because I follow my aunty to train station mah so
reach there early loh,while waiting leh I go to ciber cafe to play for awhile for sure de loh....
then leh I go back to KDU around 10.00 a.m in the morning to have some food for mu breakfirst
before my Butchery Class starts at 11.00 a.m in kitchen.....after that when the time comes we go
to the ktichen for my class lor of course but today also same like yersterday,don't have any cuts
for us to do and what we do leh is just eat only.....today's meal for us is salmon and dori fish.....
YUM YUM.....really delicious and make all of us still not really satisfied because the portion of
the salmon is very small lah...haiz.....what to do,the chef say cannot sreve us so much lah of the
salmon fish even the dori fish also didn't really serve us much also lah I also don't knoe why lah
haiz.....at lease we got eat the fish also enough already de lah for us in KDU,consider not bad the
lah this college anyway but just no money only lah this college......hahahaha,so bad say KDU no
money de college......Then after finish class already,then we go to KDU SQ because want to send
the herbs back to the dry store at SQ suddenly we see the squirrel the SQ just now in the afternoon then leh me and Kathryna leh go and disturb the squirrel is trying to attract
the people for the new movie call 'Ice Age 3' in this month or next month lah I think because
I'm not really sure also lah....hahahaha....nevermine lah,can check it out in the newspaper or
in the internet and shoppoing mall about the movie......In around 2.oo p.m++ is the time that
our Larder Class to start today because the group A done it quite fast so when can start the class
early lor....If not a,just like last night finished our class around 8.00p.m at night and damn tired
already standing for the whole day in the kitchen just like today also very tired in the kitchen
after Butchery Class in the morning......then our things today's recipes is to make soups......is
alot's of different kind of soup that they have when u having steak in steakhouse nowdat so
we ahve to learn how to make the soups today.......Ya,my second incident happen when in the
Butchery Class because when I using the knife to cut the packing then suddenly cut my finger
again lah.....haiz.....BAD LUCK lah me today.....cham cham.....=.= but still ok lah my finger still
got reaction if not then serious lor if no reaction already then difficult to work lor in future......
When we cook the soup also have to make alot's of things and have to wait the soup totally cook
already in the pot so have to wait until crazy already but then the soup that we make today is
got around 6 kinds of soup lah later I'll put the name on th picture.....the picture is today's and
yesterday's picture also I've post.....can see the lah....:


this is the potatoe soup.....quite ok de....

the mushroom soup.....yum yum for them





soup with chicken stock and meat......


this is comsemere......one of the soup also....


the soup with onion inside....damn salty.....


the cockcles.....I din't even eat one also....don't like


Lala....taste good but salty also the sauce.....


the muscle....quite ok de......with cheese

the grill salmon.....yum yum......


deep-fried the salmon.....taste good also

don't really know what style they cook this salmon


fish & chips de dori fish.......nice also.....

Oman's styles of the dori fish.....

hand-made de pasta....with carbonara sauce....


this is owie olie pasta....very plain only.....


kenneth's 1st time made de lagsana.....


they said this is kenneth.....zzz.....SWTZ.....

spagetti bolognise...yum yum the sauce.....

this is the sauce.....very kau want.....

finally de marcaroni with cheese.....delicious...





























18.6.09

Ken~Sien a...Assignment again a.....

Very sien a now because gt alot's of assgnment already that have to do because my first semester have to end soon already so have to do it very good and take my best shot to score in my exam in this final exam part 2 of my first semester already.....then leh now don't really have
time to play already if got also just because of some day when no class then still got a bit of time
to go ciber cafe only if not a really no time for it already except on the weekend leh go play bb with my friends lah that really cannot skip de lah because that's dde only day that I can go do my exercise only.....if not a,I sure gain my weight kau kau want for sure already cant so I have to make sure that can have some time to go exercise so that I can keep my weight down
and make sure that don't gain much weight already now.....if not a,later want to maintain my weight also cannot then can die wan leh.....even now leh I starts busy already but leh I still can be very happy because leh I've already told her that I felt that I got feeling on her already yesterday at the midnight around 1.00a.m++ she called me then she said that she felt bored
so she called me yesterday but today don't have lah because in the evening just now she got her
dodgeball competition mah but unfortunetly,I don't have time to watch her play dodgeball just
now because I got my assignment+ need to go back with my brother so I don't have time to see
her play lor......haiz....but nevermine lah I hope she can win in that competition lah yesterday......
Later my Butchery Class is about beef again lah....sure got big smell of it later in the kitchen......
but we can eat gua later,something weird we can eat later in that class....if want to know,later let
me take the pictures down then I'll post it here so come and view my blog lah......hehehehe........
Anyway,just have to gambatte lah in my study and my 'love' that I said believe in fate,hope can
fully come true about the 'love' things.....HMP......(=.=)

15.6.09

Kenz~Time past very fast....

Today leh is the first day of school open after 2 weeks holidays since 1st of June until yesterday
14th of June,wah...this morning damn "traffic jam"....really crazy lah the jam happen because of
the of those stupid "bapak"(police Malaysia) make the jam along the Taman Midah,OMG!!!!....
how stupid is the police lah,early morning have road block already.....want money until like that meh.....really no brain de lah day all,why they all so smart de leh???Can someone teel me why they so smart de leh.....haiz....=.=,don't know what to say already lah about our Malaysia's police
so damn smart want the lah.....Nevermine lah,none of my business also lah now....don't make me
late to school that's enough already lah.....But yesterday me and my aunty have made pasta at home for dinner,sure me...the ex-chef in future had made some cuts with all the ingerdients that
we need loh,hehehe.....we used alot's of stuff for the pasta yesterday,then the pasta really delicious lah.....yum yum...(^_^),fell like want to eat again lah today but no time to make lah.....
because all not free also today so din't make lor....then leh this thurday Larder Class leh also make pasta lah,zzz.....zha dou.....but nevermine lah,just for my future good only lah.....then leh
my pretty sister,Miki she asked me to have a drink with her yesterday so I went out with her
to have a drink loh....then she wore my chef uniform,the white colour want....raelly looked like a
chef lah.....cheh.....but they real chef sure still is me lah...hahahahah...tooo bad....now think back,
time reallt past very fast already lah now....is already 2 months++ already without my own
realise me and her already broke up that long already.....maybe I can let go already alot's of things that really sad,unhappy de I hope really let go already lah by now......I don't want this kind of things happen to me already lah....even I really take it serious about love also don't have
any good ending....I also don't know why lah.....everytime also they leave me....I tread them how
good also they don't know appreciate accept she only the one who really appreciate me only.....
but just because a stupid mistake that I've made so cannot go back already on that situation
already.....I really regret what I've done to her that time....I'm really felt sorry to her.....I hope
this won't happen again in another of my lover that really appreciate me and her relationship de....I know one day sure can find my true love again de.......So,now even got one girl tread me
very good but she already got bf,so I really don't want to think about it de lah now.....but when I
say don't think but sometimes will appear in my mind de....don't know why lah.....but then she still tread me very good lah,I also don't know what she want.....don't know wheather she got tell
my the answer or not also don't know lah.....Anyway,just like I said before,believe in fate......



the pasta really nice leh....yum yum...


the pasta......nice leh??kekeke....

my pretty sis......Miki....


13.6.09

Kean~Quite boring and tired day.....

Today wake up at around 7.20 a.m in the morning because I go to play my bb in the morning.....
so I have to wake up very early,but when I reach there this morning there is no people there
playing bb at all....I feel really boring and no mood to play allready this morning but I still play
in the morning alone...just only for my personal training lor,what to do leh because no people play with me also in the morning....haiz....(=.=)then I go back home around 10.30a.m++ this
morning....then of course have my breakfirst with my aunty at home,just cook some food to eat
only...din't pack food from outside stalls lah because very lazy mah all of us...hahaha......then leh
I'm very sure that I will go to rest after that because is very tired allready this morning.....just
watch anime only lah,Naruto Shippuden alone in the house and din't go anywhere lah today
because always go out also no time for rest allready lah,everyday got school and travel from here
to Petaling Jaya,SS2 really very tired allready de lah so din't play to go out anyway.......just have
some rest at home only....but in the evening I thought will rain heavilly but never rain also leh....
then for sure allready go play bb again de lah....in weekend sure go play bb de in the morning and in the evening because every weekdays no time to play also geh....just study,study,study and study.....HAIZ....SIEN A....me also feel boring leh because in college always have to be very
serious mah and no time to relax and to release stress in the kitchen so have to go play bb in the
weekend lor....if got something that really makes me feel sad or make me feel unhappy also I will
go play bb with friends for sure,if not go ciber cafe de so that can release at there lor.....can scold
people and beat or defeat people in those games.....but I really can't lose to them in every single
of the game.....I must win de especially in playing bb with my friends de...just like today,in one
of the last game this evening we won 17-3 agains the other team...I had score 9 points out of 17
points....is a very good allready for me that no time for all this allready since started my study in
KDU college last 2 months....still can maintain the stamina and the bb skills that I had play for
many years allready.....so today even is very tired but is quite happy for me de lah....(^_^)

12.6.09

Kean~this 2 days blog..(yesterday and today)

Yesterday nothing special lah in KDU just class like normal loh......the class finished very early is
just around 12.30pm for the Butchery Class yesterday because we were just cut the seafood only
such as crab,prawn,squid,oyster, and more.....just only need 1 and the half hour to done the cutting yesterday....but in Larder Class we were with the lecturer,Mr Paul...is was damn boring
during the lesson but nevermine lah just in this 2 years have to face him....after graduate allready sure happy without him in my whole life.....the eggs dishes that we had made yesterday
is scramble egg,omelets,hard boil egg,soft boil egg,sunny, and easy fried eggs that we had made...
The most that I felt satisfied myself is the omelet because I had wraped the omelet in 3 wrap when it finished fried.....I was so happy with it...(^_^),hehehe....Then today in KDU leh is very
different de me because I got my uniform allready after the Larder Class yesterday.....today I
wear the with uniform de to the kitchen....in the Butchery Class is we have to cut the beef meat
after we have finish the cut leh then we can grill a slice of the beef each of us....the sauces is made
from our lecturer before our class start in this afternoon,its really make the beef and the sauce
so tasty lah.....yum yum,fee like want to grill again lah now because is really good and nice of the
beef in the afternoon just now....When in the Larder Class leh,we also still have to make the eggs
dishes but is just only 4 dishes lah,not even many and the steps is quite easy loh..but the class also finish very early lah,just only need 1 hour and half hour to finish our Larder Class just now..
The most earlierst in our class is today....then leh I straight away go back home lor....because is
very tired leh this few days also de same de lah.....also don't know why lah....need to rest more then tomorrow have to find information about all of the assignments de....start busy allready lor
now....SIEN A!!!!!!haiz.....what to do,justonly have to do it alone lor and no groups allready now....
but is good also de because individual marks is better geh....just bisy and tired only lor.....study
is like this de lah,no time to play and this and that lor....get it serious allready now....in college
and not in seconday school.....work hard,study hard......


This is the picture that I've take today and yesterday de:












I made de scramble egg....delicious.....

the squid that the lecturer made it yesterday


the crab...female lai de....

the oyster...eat it raw,put tobasco and lemon
the butterfly cuts using prawn,porpular cuts








9.6.09

Kean~nothing special...

In the morning reach KDU around 7.30a.m++...quite late lor because normally reach there
around 7.00a.m++ de but today is abit late already because help my father buy something this
morning in Petaling Street....then I oni go to the station to take Putra to the other station lor....
But in the morning I suddenly feel that want to go play Left 4 Dead so I go to the ciber cafe with
my friends this morning and also because the class starts at 8.30a.am mah so still got time lor....
however,we still late to the class then our reason is trafic jam....ZZZ...LOLX....stupid reason but
the lecturer is very good de....don't even scold or say something to us even we late....hahahaha
but he teach us also quite good lah in the class and we also can understand what is he trying to
teach lah....But in the class try to focus de in every subject exspecially in the practical classes in
the kitchen....everything also have to becarefull de if not accident can happen anytime de no matter what....so have to make sure don't play in the kitchen with knifes and the other equidments.....today just like normally day lah,nothing to do in the class just litsen to the lecturer
only lah...then take some notes lor in the class...then chit chat in the class with the lecturer and
my friends lor...then about the exam of the end of the semester in this July...practical and the
teori exam,hope can do it well in the exam so that can go to the 2nd semester to archieve good
result until the end of the course....then can coutinue my degree in this course....so can also go to
switzlend to have my experience there and hope can work at there also leh....that country near
with other european country so can travel easily to the other country.....hope my 1 of the dream can come true in my future life and can share with my loves one about it.....So now have to study
hard already,play also have time to play only play to release stress in the class or in the kitchen
Don't give up,I can do it de.....

Kean~10.28p.m

8.6.09

Kean~Tired day......haiz (=.=)

Today really very tired lah...I also don't know why no matter what time I sleep also always very
tired de....don't know why lah but what to do,I have to go college to study de leh....no choice lah...
cannot do anything to it except if I sleep early everyday maybe can avoid the tiredness de.....I hope can lah if I'll do it everyday so that always fresh and go energy to study leh....but today's
class leh finish very early,is around 2.00p.m because today Mr.Paul din't teach or explain more
in the teori class today,just explain some then let us go back home alr lor....very early sure go ciber cafe de lor...for Dota and Left 4 Dead..attention PLEASE....Left 4 Dead 2 will release at November 8th,if want to see the trailer,just log in www.youtube.com just for trailer only....got alot's of different for the first version de....seems very fun to play but have to wait for it lah....hope can play on that day this game,must be very fun and more challenging compare to the first want.....Today also just like a normal college day lah in KDU....meet the same lecturer in
college,the same girls and friend loh....nothing special lah today,just only finish my class early only lah.....even that I suppose got time to chat and company a special person in college but I just
go ciber cafe without telling her or say goodbye to her....haiz...=.=,I also don't know why lah today I'll be like this de leh....I hope tomorrow leh can company her back loh....because today
din't bother her mah....sorry a Kathryna,hope she don't really angry me loh.....(=.=)....haiz.....
If I too close to her leh people will say that we are couple....for her,I hope that other people know
we are just only a very close friend only....so don't think something she and me...don't misunderstanding for now....we still friend lah.....but future we don't know can be another stage
between me and her relationship from now......don't know....Just believe in fate....

Kean~9.01p.m

7.6.09

Kean~Miss the party so much.....

Yestersday I was at my friend's house because his brother's brithday yesterday...there was a very big party at his house...me and my friend weng hoong reach there around 7.00p.m++
like that lah.....while wait him,then we went to the mamak stole to 'yam cha' then went to a
ciber cafe named friend's net....then he reached there also around 8.00p.m++ to fetched us at
the ciber cafe there.....then he also went to fetched his friend to the party also.....when we reached there,the first thing that we do is looked for the 'chu kok' og the day.....the birthday guy
of the party because it was his big day mah sure had to greeted him happy birthday because his
elder brother also I known him since I'm in form 1 because of my friend mah so I known his brother too lor in school......then we aet and drank alot's of beer with my friends there,yesterday
not just celebrate his birthday and also like gathering party only lah....all ex.yaacob latif friend was there also......then I really feel happy to meet them back yesterday...If my birthday party
also can be this crowded and so excited to meet all those old friend then is really good for me
already.....is really enough for me,and is my gf is with me that's really a perfect birthday party
to me already,but I don't think so I will have this chance on my live.......I really wish this dream can come true to me....because I've make her wish come true in this year birthday party.....
she seems very happy that day,I also feel very happy to her.....the happinese I've would never
forget de,really never forget de.....then I overnight at his house then this morning he send me to
the bus station so that I can go back home by bus because that guy also got work today.....
This morning I reach home around 10.30a.m till 11.ooa.m,between that time lah I reach home
this morning....when reach gome only I straight away I make my breakfirst for myself only
because my house no people today.....only me at the house and no other people already today....
I also don't know why I make my own breackfrist this morning maybe is because study this course already so that feel want to cook already.....then after my breakfirst already then rest
for a while then go ciber cafe again just now in the afternoon,go alone only because my friend not
free today so no people company me go ciber cafe lor today....sien a...after that go play bb with my friend in the evening just now.....until around 8.00pm only go back home.....today really tired
because yesterday not really slept well because chit chat until very late only slept......but is really
good birthday party so that can meet my old friends....really happy...haiz,don't know when only
my wish will come true leh....always alone on my birthday,don't know why lah....last year my
birthday is on the first day of the SPM exam day....SIENZ A!!!!!!!!!!so just celebrate alone only
lah at home with BM subject book.....haiz......

This is the picture of my breakfirst this morning:


tempura fish,sausage with cheese,and eggs....yum yum

5.6.09

Kean~tired but happy day...(^_^)

This morning I reach KDU around 7.30a.m...but my class start at 11.00a.m de just because I
have to do my eforum in KDU's webside about the Malaysians Study de....the dead line was at
last saturday de but I also don't even know about it so I din't do yet the eforum to the lecturer,
Mr Oo....what a funny name the lecturer have,zha dou....the seniors call him Mr.Oi de...but he is
a very friendly and funny guy,always make jokes with us de......but his face looks like very stupid
only....hahahha,so bad lah me say people looks stupid......today my Butchery Class is quite fun lah
even today also is about lamb but not lamb leg,is lamb rips......one of the exspensive parts of the
lamb.....but today we have some of the new student that's mean is our senior that's in July Intake de.....the lecturer tell them about culinary and something about how to be a chef.....now as
we know just only have 2 guys in the course in this July Intake....but got three girls also de,then
the lecturer ask them what is their hobby,then they their hobby is go shopping....then the lecture know that they have no interest in cooking or be a chef....but when the girls starts walk
around the kitchen,then one of my classmate,Badran......he want their phone number but he din't
ask for it lah then I said I also want the phone number....suddenly he said must go and ask Kathryna first so that can really take their number or not....SWTZ......f**k u Badran......why suddenly talk about her leh.....haiz....nevermine lah,nothing I can say also lah.....but the true is
I really got the feeling on her now.....I also don't even know what to do......then in Larder Class
today we have made 6 dishes with only vegetable only.....without any meat in the dishes today
just like a vegeterian only today in the kitchen......then me and Kathryna got to the other kitchen
to make de grill tomato with her because of my classmate also I have to go in that kitchen to help
her.......but another reason is I want to see her also without other people disturb us during the class......in teori class I will site with her for sure de.....then suddenly she said that I call her to help me is just because want to see her.....LOLX.....but that's true and I just act don't know only
in front of her during the class just know.....in this few days I can't see her but I don't know I will
miss her or not.....don't know how leh without her in this few days???Don't even know about it
lah now.......now I'm reall taking care of her in the practical classes because she got cut herself
before in the Larder Class......so I'm started to worry about it now.....I hope she can do it well in
the practical classes everytime.......

This is the picture of today's dishes and yesterday's sauces:


this is the cabbage with chicken stock......
onion and the french beans......
this is coleslaw.....carrot also...
brinjal with tempura style........
this is the carrot....one of the dishe the grill tomato today.....looks nice
this is the tartha sauce.....no taste at all.....

the thousand island.....yum yum....

this is cocktail sauce....very nice to taste it

hand made mayoniesse sauce.......


Kean~10.25p.m