'Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You'......what I need actually....T_T....???

Sorry for who used to read my blog and I would like to post my new blog today with my feeling and the weather is suitable for me to show and write my blog....I've been long time never update my blog because I'm really busy with my study after the 2nd semester started in college......In here I would like to ask what is the meaning for those who used to read my blog.....the meaning of the title of the song.....It is a very happy for who those used to sing for their lover or used to been sing by their lover in different place or situation to let them know that they will never change between their love to each others feeling and love??? Or is a very sad to someone who used to litsen the song so that can have their sad or happy memories for them in the past with the person that they really love.....?? If u ask me, I would like to tell you all who used to read my blog will reminds me and flase back my sweet memories between me and my ex that we have our relationship more than a years.....but when I litsen to this song is really makes me think back the feeling and the caring that she used to treated me before this and also have the sad memories for me when I've litsen to this song....and also consider have a very happy memories....and because of this, why I have this feeling and just appear the feeling in my heart today when I litsen to this song....Is this shows that I still haven't forgot her in the past relationship that I had with her before this....or this is can tell me that I'm still lying for myself so that I could not face the true of her that had left my in almost past half years before this....or this is the sign that really tell me I've stil never forgot her and then feeling still have in my heart when I think be her in some awhile time when I'm alone or litsening to some song that really meaning for me??? Maybe is because of the meaning of the lyrics that makes me or prove that I still love her after we broke up...or maybe I've think too much when the time that I've nothing to do at home or everywhere.......Till today, I still really don't know what I need in right now....Before this I have a big argue with her and we never talk to each other for long period but when the problem till know consider have been solved but till now also I never talk to her no matter in where or in what situation.....Is that already show that I've not a gentleman to a girl??? Or she still angry of me.....to become a friend is it as easy as a piece of cake or not....till now me and here don't even know that I'm still a friend for her or not, of why I still so care about it and is this show that I'm still mind that she accept me as her friend or not and maybe is really because that I really still have the feeling to her or what.......This is a very meaningfull song for those who read my blog or my fellow friends that know me well or quite well because maybe is really a nice song to you all when litsen in different situation or sing to their lover in front of them or just sing for then in the phone......After I've litsen to this song, I'm still thinking that am I still love her and never fully let her go yet in my heart with those feeling that she used to been comfort or makes me happy before in the past.....the way that she cares me is it really make me till today that I've still never let her go yet or I'm just want to stay in my own world so that I don't want to face that in my life right now.....Actually what I need now???? Can someone tell me or what I have to do right now....Am I gonna find the new lover so that can forget it the past or just be single to life till I find or just wait for the fate comes to me in the future....She really the meaning and what is true love in this world....Lover a person is a good things and also could be hard and suffer for us because love a person that you could not love anymore is very hard to a person in this world....without a lover will suffer the loneliness...if have a lover that can be with you everyday will be more arguement if could not understand each other between the relation ship.....what I need actually till today??? This question is still in my mind.....then lyrics of the song I just love a sentence of it and that sentence is 'our love will lead the way for us'........
If without a lover could we lost our way in this world or we can't survive anymore without a lover and will be only daed end in the rest of our life????......What can I do....and who can tell me what should I do........I really hope that this is not true person of me or I'm still in my dream or my own world.....or just like hiding in my own turtle shell.....don't dare to do anything or still can't accept that she had left me......Am I that kind of person to all my blog reader or my fellow friend's.....????

2 weeks after starts sem2 (part 2).....

Yesterday's class is called C.A.D.....in my course, C.A.D means Culinary Arts & Design is one of my subject in this course.....In this subject, will learn all about skills of curving in this subject such as fruit curving, vegetable curving and more that we have to learn for our future.....Ya, it's been long time I didn't update my blog in this few months....because is so busy about my study and all those stuff so makes me no time to write or update my blog already....sorry about it to my friends who used to read my blog and I really no time to do my stuff besides than update my blog.....In my second sem in part 2, there is all in practical classes already except for 1 class only and that is French class....After study in french language, then only I realize that language is not easy but try to be more understand and pay more attention in the class so that I can learn more easily the way to speak and write....and try to understand the meaning and sentence so that can do it well in exam and next time I will go to Switz in my future after my Diploma and maybe do my industrial training in Switz also then only decide to continue study there or work at there then only come back to Malaysia again....now still thinking about it weather will keep study until master or just work until Executive-Chef at there in future.......then we also study Food Production in hot kitchen this time.....Is the chance to study more and learn more to cook in hot kitchen and this is the time that I'm waiting for in this course....is one of the subject that I like the most in this course and can pay more attention in the class and try to cook nice and beautiful food and learn to dressing and garnishing the food more well, class, special, and looks worth for us and can sell it in better price in future when I start my training in my future after I finish my Diploma course......I hope can do better in every class in this part before in 3rd and 4th semester next year......And then this friday my friends would like to celebrate birthday with me....they celebrate early is because scare all of us no time to play or hang out everywhere it's because the end of the year then got a long holidays for us then only we hang out or go somewhere else during the holidays.....I hope this friday is good day for me and I didn't hope that because of certain people to spoil the whole things up on that day......

Got time to rest....but assignment week this week.....

This morning woke up at around 9.00 a.m....then play game and watch movie in my laptop but haven't had my breakfirst that time....then after that only had my breakfirst at 11.00 a.m after that I do some housekeep in the morning after I woke up......even today I don't have any classes but I have to done my assignments because the dead line is on this friday, that's mean is tomorrow before 5.00 p.m in the evening......then I went to my friends's house because my house cannot online and also because no Internet also so cannot online.....so have to go some place that can access Internet so I can do my assignments and hand it out tomorrow before 5.00 p.m in the evening.....But after the week, I got revison week so don't have to go college but have to study at home because the exam is coming on the 14 of September.....so have to study hard and be prepare for the exam on the day in this week time.....Even got some of the subject is not easy for me but the best way is to study hard and put more effort on that particlar subject so that can get a better and good result in the coming exam in the 2nd semester in this course.....I hope that I don't have any fail in this exam....so have to study hard.....Even there is alot's of challenge between our groupmate and classmate to get the good result but they will help me if I have certain subject that makes me feel difficult or confuse.....so I really like to thank them for helping me in academic in college and have the gang of friend's that can change my altitude and try to think more futher so that can achieve it in the future......In the age, really have to think alot's of things so that we know where are we going and how we gona choose our way to the future.....Even culinary arts is just cooking in the kitchen but is alot's of thing have to learn so that can become a professional chef in our future career.....so sometimes think futher is not a bad things for us....so we can plan better what we want in our life in future.....not just in study but alot's of things are the same.....relationship, career, family and more we have to thing for our future with and good plan.....hope that can have a good future for my life......and I really believe in fate and hope can get a person that I really love and can be togather till the future forever......

Ken~Long time din post blog....

Finally today got time to post my blog already because this few weeks after my 2nd sem started
I've no time to post my blog already and because my timetable is very tight lah in this semester so I've no time to post my blog in this few weeks....In 2nd semester is quite tight and a lot's of
calculation have to do because we also have F&B subject so we have to study alot about calculation in that subject so no time and almost always got test in that class last week....and then now got another subject is call Garmengar....is like in the cold kitchen but is all about chesse, salad, sauces and more we have to learn in that subject...and now start our assignments again loh....the nightmare has come again in 2nd semester....SCARY LAH......but have to do also even I feel scary,actaully today is the day that my result have been coming out just now but I din't even see the paper is where my lecturer stick it at...If we can't see our result in college so that's mean
is going to send to my house soon between this week....I hope don't have any fail suject lah I hope and still can continue in this semester with my fellow friends because they are really funny and make alot's of jokes during the lesson begin in college,hope won't seperate with them and keep co-operate with them in study or practical work.......Now my faith has come,a girl from IHTM course and her name is Yen Yen....When the first time I saw her with one of my friend I
was like....that feeling was there when I saw her first time last mouth and now we are friend after my friend intro her to me then ask her phone number and now also got call her frequantly
nowdays.....I was like wow....she's hot and cute for me now and she is a very friendly type person
to me and most of her friend.....so I fell that can invite her or have a date with her that's good and hope this saturday she is free and would like to have a date with her in this saturday....See got any place that she like to go then we meet at the place that she wanted to go on this saturday
Hope this will be really happen on this saturday....I hope won't scare her on when I invite her for a date this saturday and tell her what I really fell in my heart when first time I saw her......
I hope really happen on this saturday......HAIZ......Hope everythings go right on this saturday and she really can have a date with me on this saturday.....If can I really can't wait until this coming saturday lah......Hope I can do this.....Really miss her everyday.......And then on last few weeks ago when I saw her when she wear then chef uniform on that day I was like...She is my angel in my heart.....she really look pretty and cute in my eyes and my heart....she the one that I love now....no one can change my mind right now.....I think she will be very go to me when we in couple in this year time...hope my dream will come true because I've been waited this faith in a very long time now.......hope this will happen to me and if happen I'm the most happy guy in th world.....this is the faith that I'm waiting for......

Ken~1st day of semester break......

Today nothing to do lah....just stay at home and clean do some cleaning loh,then watch movie and eat only lah then never go play bb also but just go play dota only lah.....gt 2 game win but got
1 game lose like hell only because of some noob hai lah that don't know how to play then make our team lose cham cham.....but leh k\just now geh last game we won also lah,later want to go home liao loh....today at cc also just want to post my blog only because my house cannot online
liao so no time post blog mah so have to post also loh my blog today.....Now start watch animation already at home because last time I don't watch de and now don't really know why I like to watch already nowdon't like to watch TVB Series already now.....then leh always watch chinese movie also geh because always animation also quite boring geh so need to watch some chinese movie also geh.......Today also nothing have to write in my blog today because day just like normal day and nothnig special happen also today so just post a short post.....

Kenz~Finish exam finally......

Yesterday finally finish my exam already loh....now happy and relax time for me in this and
now leh just hang out with my friend or go ciber cafe only to play some games....then leh my
result for my yesterday's exam is....PAST!!!!! already loh now for my butchery exam.....and now
I still have to wait for my other result but mostly is all past geh but just don't know get how many marks onlu for my exam now.....so have to wait loh until KDU send the result to mu mum's
house and let her have a look of it then I will now my result for my whole 1st semester in PCT 07
course i n this past few months......Now I also have new target already and is not Kathryna anymore already and her name is Yen Yen and she take IHTM course in KDU College also then
can she her everyday also in college but not in same class only....nevermine lah at least can see
her everyday...now really thinking og her and miss her so much lah....my friend invited my for
clubbing yesterday but I didn't go also because the place is at KL Quatro just in front of KLCC
and there is nothing fun when I ask my brother so I didn't go yesterday and then just stay at home and just watch movie and animation loh.....Now I also don't know why I like to watch animation already nowdays and I've just borrowed from my friend some of animation DVD
last few days......I think now leh just rest and go hang out with some friends while waiting for
my 2nd semester to start and just release stress because in the kitchen really can fell the stress
and I know why some chef really stress in the kitchen exspecially in hot kitchen because is alot's
of challenge and really have to working out alot's in the kitchen......so that's why I like to work in
hot kitchen as a chef in future career.....Anyway.now I hope can have a date with her next week
if she free,really miss her alot nowdays.....haiz....hope she really can be my gf in this year before
my coming birthday in this November......hope my wish can be come true......gambette!!!!!!!!

Kenz~Exam day...1st day...

To whom view my blog,I'm sorry for because that I didn't update my blog for few weeks already
because this few weeks quite busy lah me so today only I update my blog in the early morning....
Today is the first day of my final exam in first semester and soon will have semester break holiday next week...HAPPY!!!!!,but anyway today is my 1st day of exam and finally I've done
almost all my assignment so no need to worry about it anymore and keep on focus in my exam week only in this few days.....but about the Malaysian Study subject leh,haiz...damn boring lah
because got exam leh and alot's of assignments to do leh and later I have to do it and pass it up
before 4.00 p.m and my exam later is on 2.00 p.m till 4 p.m so have to finish up before 2.00p.m
later....then leh last week was our last class for Malaysia Study in my first semester and he gave us the tips for the exam on this saturday in the morning....after that leh I went to Time Square in the afternoon because my friend when there to met his friend so I just followed him to Time
Square because just finish my assignments and have to release stress for my whole week assignment week last week....then we reached there around pasted 2.30 p.m and then me and my friend go and find them and met up at which floor or which shop nearby..... then we met them at 4th floor around the I-Socks shop and we just introduce myself for sure and they also
just intro themselve.....me and my friend,Kelson from Kuantan met his friend also from Kuantan
and both of them were same school when they studied in Kuantan then one of his friend studied
in TAR College and her other friend were same as well and all of us were same age also lah.....
so we "sama geng punya".....One of the girl name Sun and she told us that us that they had their
own groups called "SS" and Iwas like,"huh"???Then she told me is "Syok Sendiri Group"......
I was like.....zha dou....but all of them was very friendly and quite funny when we can make jokes
around with them and I really felt that they were good even we met them for the first time on
that day.....Then we had our dinner togather in McDonald in Time Square around 6.00 p .m in
5th floor,after that leh we got to go around past 7.00 p.m because they had to rushed for their
assignment and my friend Kelson also had to go because he had to went back to PJ after that
because he rent a room there nearby KDU College and easy for him to go college everyday.....
I was really happy with them and hope can hang out with them again where holiday coming
soon.....Then if can I would like to cook for the girl named Sun because her birhtday is in this month so have to think at where I can cook for her....If got place to cook, then she is the first person that cook for it because I still never have chance to cook for nowdays and since she had
left me so she in not the first person I cook for now....she have no chance to eat the dish that I
cook in the future......



kelson and sun.....cute face...hahahah xD

wow...serious lah.....(^_^)

me and sun....the birthday girl...coming soon

hehe.....I forgot her name anyway.....LOLX

kelson....OMG .....wat is he doing leh....his finger

4 of us in McDonald on the day.......

after dinner, take sure picture for sure....new member

of "SS" group.....hahahahah